what the freak!
that crazy fellow hacking my com and closing all my windows...
idiot.
hmm...shant care more, shall go n study n be a good gal le.
hopefully can concentrate...duh
rubbish lah...
wanted to scold more de...but think i better stop here.

miss ya.
Blogged @ 3:04 PM
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I'm staying at home today...to study.
that was my aim. but...still, dun have that sense of urgency to study.
haha, so didnt really study either...
hmm...friday gonna be the last paper le. haha...i'll be free.
yay!! haha. might go out on friday itself.
today's the 24th day.
time flies manz. haha
I miss ya lotz n lotz
Blogged @ 10:12 PM
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went to school today to study, meet him n to get my qns paper...
argh...so so tired.
dar's sick le...headache...
i'm also having slight headache...wanted to take panadol de...
but now, i dun want le... shall go n sleep later...
hopefully, will be alright soon...

i miss you...real lots...been bout 3 hours since i laid in your arms...
yet, i'm missing u...argh
Blogged @ 9:49 PM
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Something juz cant be helped...
i lost myself ytd night.
totally...
mood swings...
hmm...whatevr it is, i'm back...
back to normal...whether it'll happen again, i dunno.
i wanna study n not care about anything.
but i couldnt...ended up in here again...
perhaps this is the best way to let myself out...of hell.
I hate sbwg.
The darkness that falls.
The quietness that kills.
haha...sorry, ppl...if i made u all worried ytd night.
i'm ok. thanks alot...
it helps when i realised that there's so many ppl out there who cares n wanna cares about me...esp dar. thanks.
Blogged @ 11:25 AM
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Happy Easter Day!!
Went bowling today...hahaha...though still lose to Alex
wonder why...all three rounds, all ,lose him...
Went with YC, Alex and my Dar...
Then we all go watch The Eye 10.
Well, they say it wasnt scary but more like comedy...
think they saddist lah...
or maybe i didn't have that much guts as them...
hmm, quite scary for some parts and of cuz there's abit of laughters in between...
scary in a way but i swear i din scream or cry ar...
But Alex complain the gal behind scream and woke him up when he thinks that ghost was boring then... haha.
at least he woke up, if not waste my money le. hahaha, cuz i treat him n yc...due to their birthday...haha.
Dar, next time i treat you. today, bankrupt le...gonna eat maggi n bread plus water le. *sob-sob* haha...
hmm, friday will be the last paper but i'm still addicted in here...
thanks dar...u're so sweet today...everything till u send me home.
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i'm feeling shitty nw.
i dun wanna care anymore...
i dun wanna hear...
i'm living in hell with an angel...
why are u treating me so nice??
i cant understand wad i'm doing le...
please take me away...
Good Luck to all Pals for your exams and take care!
Blogged @ 8:32 PM
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2 hrs of net and i'm still here.
gonna make it up for my lack of net usuage.
haha. Happy Good Friday!
hmm...i miss ya...real lotz.
Blogged @ 12:39 PM
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whee...been so many days since i got access to net...
like living once again. wahahaha.
hmm, somebody hack my com lah...dunno which stupid fellow
so idiotic, choose my old old, can do nth com to use,
haha.
hmm, had the first paper today...
went back to school to study on monday and wednesday...
so hardworking, right? heez...monday watch boogeyman...
well, i heard it's not a good plot. but so far, i got no complaint bout movie de.it's alright overall though the ending was quite abrupt.
haha...
sunday might go bowl...
*asterix*i miss you.
Blogged @ 5:55 PM
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wed,i have classes at 8 and his is at 3.
but he wanted to come school wid me.
then after class at 12+,he told me he's nt going for classes le.
his god-sis asked him out then he wanted(sort of) me to go along.
but he nv really ask though i'm allowed to have a choice.
was really angry wid him, din want to talk to him.
upon reaching PS, i think i shouldnt be selfish either.
he's juz in between us, shouldnt make things difficult for him...so i went along and all.
meet gal at novena for a lil shopping...though more like printing for her works but haha, had a good time talking to you.

thursday, came school for netball, met him at stn after class.
he's not late, sth new.
seems like he waited for quite some time but he nv complain at all...
hit the town at cine and heeren. had jap food for lunch, haha. thanks dar,i know you really plan everything for ytd. heez. thanks ar.
watch hitch, not bad..quite like the movie(shouldnt go into too much details)haha
then meet LL, Sheryl and Jason... took neoprints, had fun ytd, really.

today had test, hmm not too bad, can do lah, though confirm gt abit mistakes le. hmm, been blogging on dar's laptop...he went for classes le. gonna stay school n wait for him to have lunch. i hate waiting then but now i juz wanna wait for him...

p.s: i believe you've change eversince that day... u havent been late yet, hopefully it'll continue. haha. Getting sweeter day by day. haha
Blogged @ 9:18 AM
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meant to blog separately de.
*sad*
com spoilt, sat then will repair.
was working like hell for two days.
then woke up so early today for meeting...
but most importantly, someone made me waited...
been waiting all my life yet this must have been the worst.
and hopefuly no more next time le hor.
ten trainz manz...waited until the tenth.
wanted to be so so angry with you...but then when i saw u...
that moment of angriness wasnt there...
I cant eplain why... but i don't have the heart to be angry with you.
you melted me. really.
the way u apologised...
forgive u straightaway in my heart though on the appearance,i seems pretty angry lah. haha...
today presentation! then tmr no class. wed no cca! thursay end early!
friday gt test but will also end early!
can slack le! haha.
Blogged @ 9:29 AM
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got a poem in mind...been so long since i've blogged...
haha

From the Day

From the day I saw you,
I learnt what's happiness.
Those darkest days of my life was over.

From the day I know you,
things around me changes.
Nothing could be more positive in my life.

From the day we became connected,
you're my everything.
I'm no longer facing the world alone.

From the day you started holding my hands,
nothing could express the feelings in me.
I made a deal with myself at this point of my life,
I'm not letting you go.

From the day i leaned on you,
I believe you're my only source of comfort.

ps: I always believe that there's only one light source at a certain point in life.
But you've prove me wrong.
My journey was dark but you came along as my greatest light source.
you're not a light on its own, it brightens my whole journey.
you're brought sunshine,made me think positive, feel positive.
you made me feel worth.
My Earth in me was stationary then but now it's revolving once again.
I'm thankful to have you in my life.
I wouldnt ask for more.
The miracles i've been asking for have all been answered.

Love dar, my frenz, my family...everyone who appeared in my life,
you've change my life.
I couldnt go on w/o you ppl.
take care, life rox!
Blogged @ 9:16 AM
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hmm, ytd stay in school for like dunno how long...
had ocom presentation...trying to contact someone like heck lorz...but anyway, found him lah.
eh, project finally done today.
net down, counldnt do anything much bout it...
now using dar's laptop.
haha,staying at KAP MAC doing this blog. heez...
morning lecture was quite boring, maybe not ba...but i really very sleepy today.
hmm...
ppl, kyo itsukete.
sayoonara.
Blogged @ 5:33 PM
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had my exams and my training today.
feels so wonderful today. ya, wet games and all.
first, PT i get to give the "commands". haha, bt now not much voice left.
then is the water games...blah blah blah...
before the whole day ends, eugene came and all.
me and my dar kena do all those things.
now the whole world know, maybe it's also a good thing lah.
he sent me home today.
p.s: gave away my first...*define it in ur own words*
you better treat me good good. miss ya...juz an hour since i saw u. haha
Blogged @ 11:42 PM
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so, one project down.
argh, can u believe it?? my schedule is so,so packed.
tmr, will be taking prac. exam then i gt cca training.
thursday, i got ocom presentation in the morning, jap exams at night.
friday, ITA project dued.
Saturday and Sunday, will be working.
Monday DGA presentaion.
haiz...wad's life in poly??
this is it.
JC tough, Poly slack...if i hear this again. i'll make u sure u know wad's the defination of slack and busy...
stupid fellows who said poly slack.
the only good thing for me in poly is that i found my life, my happiness in my Joseph.
maybe a few more good frenz, a good cca... but about slackness...for junior doing JAE, think again before acting on it. life's nv ez in poly either...
~miss... "**"
Blogged @ 2:58 PM
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morning:
for the second time...i missed him.
i'm addicted to you for this part of my life.
save me from those "agony" by letting me see u real real soon.
miss~miss~miss....duh...

night:
i'm thinking back. i'm not alone now.
shall announce it manz...
i'm no longer in the single status...
haha...(define it in ur own words)
heez. thanks extrovert.
you're the best!!
Blogged @ 10:18 AM
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Extrovert!! I missed you...really.
kk, enough le...
take care,ppl...
Blogged @ 3:35 PM
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Went for training today, at camp david for adventure rope course!
haha, quite nice...really like those elements, if only high elements is not under maintenance or sth.

went school wid "extrovert"...
duh, he was late once again lorz, am glad that i meeting him slightly earlier today...if not, cant imagine wad stupid punishments they can think of le.

went westmall shopping after training...din know i'll last that long at west mall.
haha, walk the whole shopping centre...then sit at food court chat like heck.haha
then go arcade...then shop again.
it's like mass shopping today...so "many" of us lorz. though Jason went off in the middle, but still Joseph went shopping wid us.
really think he sacrifice alot, cuz it's shopping wid 4 gals. haha. btw, saw Isa, haha...really feel that he's working so take a look ma. gt that sense, so ya, saw him... hmm...had dinner at mac...then went home le...by then...it was 8+p.m. le.

mum called, told me they're not home yet...then Joseph decide to accompany home...
ya, i did relent lah, so hmm...send me home until the bus stop, that's how far, i agreed to it. heez...u made my day, getting more lovable. i also turning more hyper le...happier at the same time...let those moments today stop...
til then... (",)
Blogged @ 9:37 PM
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had a long long day ytd...
wasn't feeling well. felt dizzy in the morning...
remind me of that bad "stiches" i had with me since last year... was a nightmare
then i had jap class, quite fun lah though i din really do much of the homework given le.
someone really sacrifice his time for me...really but i feel bad.
it's not about not good or wad but i think he could do sth better wid the time(even going home to rest,i wont object)than sort of wait for me... yupz, but nevertheless it's still sweet of him lah.

had lect today at 8.30 but accompany "Extrovert" to school today.
by the way, saw many many GLs and SGLs today, wonder y so "qiao" de. if really starts scandal ar...haiz, "let nature takes its course" is the phrase le.
borrowed his laptop and did half of ITA project, finally gt it started at least.
waited while doing project at the same time, but in the end, he's still the one waiting for me...
wanted to check whether the logbooks are there but totally forgotton bout it when the lift come...duh.
"Extrovert" says is his charms that made me forgot, i said it's NOT. but thinking back, might be one of your "Extrovert" charms that's working on me at that particular moment(define it in ur own meaning,haha)

went my co. to check my schedule...saw a few new names...
Ivan?? oops, i mean my manager's name is Ivan.
eh, think i saw him once while taking stock, Yoshii claimed it's one handsome guy so i went and took stock for him on that day de. but when i reached there, i was like "em, wad's the defination of handsome to him manz?? wad's yoshii doing?" quite dissapointed lah.
but now, really regret having this thinking in me lah, cuz ""Sadded""(learnt from somebody de) my schedule is fixed to work all the way wid him for next week. My new new manager...
Argh...wad's life manz?
miracle?
or prank?
Blogged @ 7:47 PM
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ytd had a rather bad day, ask so many ppl for help on dreamweaver. yet, i juz realised it might be my com fault...
actually, sort of cried ytd night, din noe why but maybe too stressed or sth... but i'm alright now, feel better, lighter after that cry...haha. it's over.

so,wednesday...today seems pretty typical lah.
though it's raining real hard, real heavy in the morning.
how i wish need not go school, or maybe...have a later lecture...
duh...
had Plant Nutrition at 8a.m. today.
everyone was so sleepy.
lecture, practical....everything was actually sort of cut short by the lecturer.
so quite slack lorz...hang out in the library for quite some time...
read comic...haha
eh, next i still cant use dreamweaver...haiz...
wonder wad's wrong wid my com...so sensitive(juz like me)
always give me attitude during project period...
hmm, didn't go for CCA training today...haiz...once again...projects...

i miss somebody out there...you're a miracle that finally came into my life...
that's it. take care ppl!
Blogged @ 7:11 PM
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had LD today, model making again...
wid those stupid stuffs on hand. haiz
still have dreamweaver to do...
so project all on hold...

he came today...
we went home together...
i couldnt believe this, i had that patience to wait for more than 30 minutes
eh, actually he bought food for me, though i din eat it.
but i'm touched...i'm moved by his action...really thanks

haiz...
back to project
had trouble even opening...my gosh...
i'm going to fail le...
really...
s**t
it's total rubbish
i hate school
argh...
Blogged @ 8:55 PM
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