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Monday, October 31, 2005

aint feeling well...
dar's sick..
high fever...
still suspecting dengue...
hope everything will turns out fine..
*prays*

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Friday, October 28, 2005

ytd had a long day..
haha..
ice-skating at jurong fuji ice palace..
then go KBox till 9+..
so cool..
though it wasnt juz u and me but still, it was pretty fun..

that might have mark the ending of my school holi, i guess..
boo..so sad..

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

lalala
i'm so happy..
u made my day.
really.
=)

cheers

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

although it's a small small step to my big nig aspiration
but i'm still pretty contented and pretty proud of myself..
heez..one big step to me wor.. haha

sch's gonna re-open real soon..
mixture of feeling...feel like no more freedom
but at the same time, i misses hell lotz of frenz..
like sakeenah, atirah...wahaha..and lotz more..whom i might not mention..

well, tmr gonna go for training, should be the first time i can make it there, i hope..
no more cork-ups..=)

i lurve myself..

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

haha..was working today..
so crappy...working wid him..
"him " refers to my manager lah..
always in laughters, joking around..
no doubt that he looks pretty handsome but haha, ain't interested..keke

finger got hit by that super-uber hard ice...hopefully it wont swells up now..
haiz...
oh btw, kelly came today...looks so pretty, oh my gosh... that figure..=P

hmm...thinking of sth right now...perhaps...hmm...okok..shall end here..

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

F***ing yesterday.
I am me.

Mawai camp was fun
the weather was super cold and it's really cool.
hehe.
the bed was comfy though no cotton or what-so-ever and
seriously saying, we really dun have enough sleep.
imagine, i sleep at 10.30 ytd night, then this morning,
i thought i heard the same qianni's alarm goes
" lala lala lala elmo's song..."
so i woke up at 8..then fall back to sleep when i realised i wasnt in camp.
and sleep till 11 a.m.
freak...i slept for more than 12 hrs again...

boo..
my timetable dont seem tt good afterall..

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

well well...in less 20 hours,
i'll be gone..to Mawai Lama for my campz..
hope everything runs smoothly..

looking out at the window besides me,
i suppose it wont be the best waether for playing mud
or walking o the mud tmr...
boo...cuz it's raining hard now...
the mud gonna be so soft..
arghz...rainy seasonz...

well...i do hope things will run smoothly not only for the camp
but for us too...
things are looking up...
at least now when it's raining, the sun is still out..
perhaps under such a weather,
people fall sick easily but they'll turn up fine eventually..
till then~

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

if one day my heart dies..
it's forseen...
if one day my heart stop beating for somebody..
i'll know that i'm not at total fault..
for once, i decided to take pity of myself..
for once, i wanted to try so hard..
for once, i wanted to proof myself..

but chances come so rare...
i wanted to care...
i don't wanna beg anymore...
it's dumb to do so...
for myself...

living in world of nothingness...
boo~

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

My heart almost broke...
my story almost ended..
my light almost extinguished..
i almost break down...
but it pauses...
whether my heart will continue to fade one day,
i have no idea..

i'm still confident..
still alive..
still keeping promises..
i saw hope in continuing..
i wanted to put in effort..
give me a chance to proof my worth..

whatever it is and whatever it'll be..
i know i've once love you.
truly..

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

so pissed off today...
it's so ridiculous...
what has the students occupying the seats got to do with me??
idiotic...
u better clear your brain before creating trouble lah..
it's so maddening...
haiz...
that was a customer...

well...life goes on...
humph...
misses you more and more each day...
cant wait for tmr when you'll be back...
finally...
boo...wad's life?

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Friday, October 07, 2005

To my beloved:
I'm sorry for everything that happened that day.
happy anniversary!
Bon voyage..
will be waiting for you to come back.
miss miss.

well...feel so alone since yesterday..
had a bad night, i would say..
i couldnt sleep...
was sobbing like heck...
juz hrs ago, cried again..badly..
i really misses him...
been 1 hr 45 minutes since he left singapore...
*prays for you*
hmm...been a long long time since i cried for somebody who've juz gone oversea...
perhaps, i dont even remember when i did that..
shall be keeping myself busy till you're back...
don't wanna think too much...
thought i could keep back my tears...

i wish i had kept my tears..
i wish i had said more at that moment..
i wish that you had fun..
but the moment you mention something else..
my mind went blank..
i couldnt think...
my tears juz ran off like tap..
wishing that i've at least given you a hug..
but i'm sorry i didnt..
my heart is longing for your return..
keeping promise..
i miss you..

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

not in a good mood...
came in here to be nonsensical..

think i am nonsensical lah..
boo..
off to my own land..

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

hmm..was working today...
miss somebody so much...

my head is spinning..
my eyes are searching..
my heart is longing for somebody..
he doesnt seem to know..
but i hope he can feel wad i feel..
i miss you, honey.

this month anniversary gonna spent it alone..

all alone without you...
i cant bear to let you go..
but if you'll be happy,
i'll be glad.
afterall, it's juz another holiday oversea..
i miss you..

Blogged @ 8:02 PM
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