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Monday, April 11, 2005

To the lost soul of myself:

I'm sad...
I wanted to cry...
I cant believe I'm this selfish...
I dont wanna feel this...
I'm jealous...

I thought I wouldnt feel this...
but still...
i know he's helping a friend out in a situation...
but still...

I wanna hate myself now...
but still...
argh...
everything I do now isnt anything anymore...
I wanna run...run forever...
eternally...
alone or with him, it might differ but i dun wanna think far anymore...
I'm lost...
I must not cry...I must not think like this...not anymore

I might not say wad I feel cuz I din wanna be a burden to you.
It's up to you to be sensitive or not now.

Ppl, take care, will be hibernating soon...cant think anymore...
brain block...heez

Blogged @ 5:17 PM
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