Whee...back from the camp...
dont know to say tired or not...
haha, cuz scared my president happen to see this post.
*oops* haha.
had a night walk on the first night...was quite eerie lah,
though i happen to be the 2nd person to go and missed out the actual route i'm suppose to take.
thinking back, i'm jus glad that i din end up missing in that dark dark building... ah~(so scary)
and one more thing, i really dunno to comment or not...
i really dunno if i happened to step on anyone's tail by volunteering to be the first gal for the night walk...(cuz after the camp, my dar did remind me of sth)
hmm...maybe to somebody, i'm showing off that i'm daring...
but deep now, i volunteered to be the first gal cuz i'm scared and i believe that by going first, i feel better than listening to more ghost stories from the seniors...
it's wad i always do since young, injections or wadever, i alwasy volunteer to go first when there's no initiave from others...cuz i'm scared.
now 2nd day, i still couldnt play much due to hmm...foreseen circumstances(not unforeseen de)then at night, those "duh" seniors play pranks in us by saying they're sacking ppl that night and sending ppl home.
of all ppl, they took away some frenz and my dar...which made me realise how impt my dar is...but i kept telling myself that all those wasnt true...
it turned out that i'm right and all was a joke...*phew*
and i was informed that i got into welfare commitee for the coming camp...
which was my third choice out of four. feel so lousy then, thought that i might switch to other if possible when i cant make it...
but...
third day was the freshman induction day, those freshies came and the welfare comm ppl were given the chance to try out...
am glad that i'm starting to feel like i can make it le...
i belive that when i'm given a lil bit of time, i can actually tame my heart to do the thing my brain wants me to...
had my slp campensated from ytd night til this morning...
feeling a lil sick but am alright(at least tt's wad my brain telling my heart now)
tata...long post....
*phew*
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