Saturday, April 30, 2005
Dont compare me anymore...
It did not dissappoint me.
But it upsets me.
It hurts me.
It made me vulnerable.I always believe i wont change myself for any people, but each time I said this, I'm already changing myself slowly without noticing myself too.
Unless, it's ur intention to change me.
If not, you'll nv see the real me again cuz i'm fading off to be the one you want to recognise, the one you will like.
I'm juz losing myself...the real one that i myself couldnt even understand.
maybe being unreal is better...maybe, at least i know wadz goin on...till then~
2100:
came back from work...
it's juz so messy today...
someone din turn up for work...
Khai wanted to extend me till 8p.m. de, but NO WAY am i staying till 8p.m unless i wanna get into more trouble...arghz...so i got extended for bout extra 30 minutes...until Alex decided to help out...am so so tired...
called dar juz now, he seems bz, i din know wad to do...
i felt lost, really...i was like going home from the usual route but i wasnt looking at all...
my attention wad diverted...
i cant seem to concentrate at all...
it's getting out of hand anytime...
dar, i still love you, tt's for sure.
but i feel that the distance between us is drifting further and further apart...Blogged
@ 10:50 AM
always thinking -
