hey, i'm back from my 5 days campz. haha, super shagged but super-duper happy! hahaha
the first 2 days was prep camp...
first night had our nightwalk tryout...ended late til the next morning after showering...was dying to get some sleep.
2nd night, was told to sleep earlier cuz the 3rd dat, our freshies will be coming in...
lights off was at 11p.m but we only lights off at 12.30a.m. haha...at least got about 6 hrs of slp, not bad lah.
btw i switched room to dar's grp and i nv regretted not staying with my grop cuz i ended up seeing dar so so so rarely the next few days.
3rd day, met my freshies, they're so onz...so smart esp at the telematch. wanted to love them to bits badly but i got feedbacks that they're not doing well...from my seniors during angel and devil... they feedback that my group freshies had no respect for anybody...after thinking thru, i find wad they say is right... but at that moment, i cant bring myself to care more, i was down with headaches. splitting headaches...
at the end of angel and devil, had water-bombing...was too sick then but i went on with it, got drenched...was feeling worse...then had wash-up...waited for my freshies...until i couldnt take it anymore...went up to take my toiletries and had my shower before jason...by then it was about 4a.m...told the GLs, i'll would not turn up for the briefing at 7a.m in the morning...
but at 7a.m, someone asked me to walke up w/o knowing that i was sick... haha...then 7.10, another someone asked to go briefing, was late. still have to tell that someone(i cant remember who)i'm sick again...
so they went on with the whole thing w/o me in the morning...feel bad to leave 20+ of freshies with Jason alone...so i woke up at 9a.m +, settled everything by 10 and joined back my group...
i was there with them, i feel different...sth different from my group...i feel respected...(or is it bcoz i was sick the night b4?) then i found out that my group, lynn, ashton and ben actually talked to my freshies while i was sick..
had performabce night that day, it was great but we realise that we're the only grp that our freshies did not thank us. was okay with it but found out that they felt guilty and it wasnt intentaionally to leave us out.
they decided to do another performance for us, juz the 5 of us the next day.
am feeling really happy with them that day though it was really tiring cuz they had nightwalk till 5+, dar's group at 6+.
5th day, this is the last day, they performed for us...felt really touched by them...
cried alot yesterday...feel so sad that they're leaving us so soonz. every GLs was crying, no one was spared...even the toughest was seen crying. LOL.
going to miss my MOJO babies real lotz...going to miss my GLs life... going to miss everything...

p.s.: dar, get well soonz...i know you're down with fever, with no more voice left, it hurts to see to u cheer more when u got no more voice...it really hurts. really...my heart went crying everytime you speak with that voice...it upsets me, i did not take good care of you. i'm really sorry. i miss you.
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