morning class on tuesday at 8...
had 4 hrs of breaks and i head off to town with shifu and somebody. =x
bought sth. haha. still a secret now. haha. oops.
then ended class at 4+, went to library to meet the usual gang of frenz before my jap.
had dinner with suraj. (^^,)
after class ended, dar accompany me home. sweetz.

wednesday, thought i'll be having lunch with you, but only to find out that u're rushing thru those endless reports...am juz glad that i still have my dear dear and shifu for lunch.
then again, knew u'll be meeting ur frenz after class...but still wanna see u badly...
ended up accompanying u down to dhoby ghaut...took me 1 1/2hr to get home from clementi.
haha. but i still have u for a moment...

now, today...
had a test this morning...and i thought i'll meet u this morning to school...
but u weren't feeling well, called me and i had to go NP alone...
glad to bump into atirah today...1st time. our road crosses coincidentally...haha
then i cant seem to reach u le, u juz disappear again...
u said u'll try to meet me for lunch if u have the time...
i took it that u'll have time for me to have lunch...delay my time for lunch cuz wanna see u badly...
was in the library...photocopying sth and i saw that gang of peeps...
met somebody, haha, then the few of us went for lunch at 1+.
though i still have the hope i'll meet u.
but i was wrong again...u were in class...
had my 6hrs break so decided to follow pam they all go sports hall, see them play badminton...
then i went back to class with a fren accompanying me. heez.
saw bernard and fiona, thought i might happen to bump into you but no, you're still in the lab then...
couldnt concentrate further...was like drifting on, and i got angry with myself...fell into the moody mood againz.
plus that stupid class was damn noisy today...dont know wadz up...juz wanna make them shut up and do their work, the lecturer was talking and teaching while the bunch of ppl juz chat louder and louder...
atirah and me, i suppose got real fed-up at the noise level...i think i'm more affected by it...
juz feel so lousy...
i was in class...
but i so badly wanted to see ur sms-es...
i dont care if it disturbs me in class or not,
cuz each sms-es from you juz brighten up my day, my mood...
BUT i did not received any...am so dissappointed...went home quietly, w/o telling u...which wasnt me...
found out that u actually waited for me til 5.30...while my class ended at 5.45...
why cant u tell me that u're waiting for me?
at least i will know you bother to care about me...
at least i wont feel that moody...

to the somebody, my frenz commented that u look cute.
you seems sweet too...
NO special meaning, it's juz a comment.
i'm still occupied and lost in my own world...

been more than 27 hrs since i saw you
been more than 27 hrs since i heard ur voice
been missing u all the while
been praying that u had a great day everyday.
juz wanna see u badly...
it's juz so hard...
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