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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

A friend i met today.
A friend i needed most.
A friend who understands me best.
he's willing to listen and never once interrupt.
he is always there for me.
here he is right in my room.
looking at me eagerly, hoping i'll tell him more.
he looks so fine.
but as i seek an answer from him..
he just smile and kept quiet.
i wanted so much to give him a hug.
but as i reached out for him, i realised
his name is Mirror.

=P

Blogged @ 10:14 PM
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Sunday, September 25, 2005

had a off on fri, went out with dar...
go town...then go watch movie and did a lil shopping..
hmm..well, watched be with you.
was a M18 show lah, was thinking OMG, what the hell am i doing in a M18 show theatre.
but turn out quite good lah, nothing obscene or anything that shouldnt be watched lorz.
heez..the people keep checking on us..was wondering if i look 18 bah..
boo...i am, ok?? =P

working for the past few days lah, as usual..

silence haunted me once...
once again silence came and look for me.
sllowly, it crept up to me...
my night is again filled with silence..
hmm...till then..

Blogged @ 9:57 PM
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

gt extended at work ytd...was so shag...
returned a call and gt back tears instead.
i dun understand.
really.
for wad i did i cry for?

i cried for nothingness,
cuz nothingness is a fear.
it causes me a sleepless night,
and yet it exchanges with frustration.
i cant understand...

living in my own silent world yet again...till then

Blogged @ 11:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hmm...updates.

monday was a not so slack day..
=P but good thing that comes with it is that my dar came and accompany me home!
so sweet and wonderful. haha. am so blessed.
heez, gonna work tonight again...
weather not too good, gonna rain soon...

restarting my maple warrior character...now lvl 16 le...
gonna hit til like my old char with lvl 21 now...
=P

Blogged @ 2:07 PM
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Monday, September 19, 2005

beem more than a week since i updated...
hmm...so yupz...updating...the usual.

last week was a hell week for me...exams all the way...
cant imagine mugging thru 4 papers all last minutez.
and all the papers were so tough beside NM which i thought was quite easy but then my classmates all thought was a hard paper...i hope i score there then.
so that was last week...

then i was working on sat and sunday...
a fren pop by, i'm juz pretty glad that he bear no hatred and whatsoever.
good that we still remain as fren.
*phew*
not a lot of ppl on sat, but still not used to working back to usual...had too many off, that's why couldnt acclimatize so fast...(thanks to ms sim) =P
but sunday was hell...the crowd came in pack...and there's only ivan, me and auntie...
and wad's more, th crowd came when i was having lunch break again. oh manz, wad timing...
haiz...
tonight going to work again...cant find replacement, had no choice...

miss you so much, couldnt belived i lived thru the past 3 days..
*xoxoxox*

Blogged @ 11:28 AM
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Friday, September 09, 2005

hiaz...
went school today for minutes b4 going to lavender...
for his passport...
everyone knows him...
so i shall not named le..

hiaz...
not in da mood....
dont know why either...
thinking about people...
frenz...
u and i...
him and me...
and all...

everything's in a whirl
no one bothers,
no one cares.
thinking back...
it might not be true...
there must be people who still lurve me...

counting taxis...
one...two....three...four...
boo...off to sleep...now..
byez

Blogged @ 10:59 PM
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didnt really have much chance to blog...
so left out a number of things that happen these days ba...
a happy half-a-year anniversary to my dearest. (on the seventh of sept)

and then ya...abit to update...
an ex-colleague sms me today...
really dunno wad's up and how really to break the news to him...
so *nmad* hurting...must be...
feel so guilty...
i din want to hide that i'm attached at all...
it's juz that u din know...

there's lots of gals out there...
hope you'll be blessed with good gals in your life...
best wishes...

and then my long-time fren sms me...
juz got this feeling that it's for the same reason that he finds me...
haiz...
life....

Blogged @ 10:27 AM
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

someone reminded me this ytd, and it hit me hard.
" frenz are what u made them to be"
maybe it's quite true...putting in my own words
"People around you are what you made them to be"

haiz...and so i wasnt in da best mood ytd morning, and early noon...
but someone out there is trying to hard to make me feel better...
and so, the day ended off feeling slightly better...
haha...

angel flying off
gotta fly off to study

stol uoy ssim llahs

Blogged @ 10:38 AM
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Sunday, September 04, 2005

wonder why u became so sweet...but i love it...
it came so fast but it etches in my mind...

din know you would turn up so early to meet me n u wasnt late,
not one bit...
and i din noe that the very next day u would juz pop up in school
juz to accompany me home...

that was awfully sweet of you.

exams are coming in so fast...
in a moment, the paper will come
the holi will arrive...
the semester will end...
then the year will end...
i'm getting old...and i'm under stress...

counting taxi number 1...

Blogged @ 8:21 PM
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