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Friday, June 02, 2006

loneliness sought me out again...
among the mass of people...
friends come in many forms..
so many...

Yet i always bump into the same few forms...
same...
since i was a kid...
since the days i got bullied around...

though no longer called bullied at the current stage now..
cliques formed and splited...
comes and goes...
you'll get kicked around and no one really cares..
no one...
nobody see your existence...
you live alone...
until you're needed...

i so wanted to be one selfish kid out there
where people detest you
where there is all sorts of reasons to hate you unlike the situation now
when you tried to be nice and ended up hating yourself more than ever

Blogged @ 9:44 PM
always thinking -