Sunday, December 10, 2006
so the fight wasnt overi thought i could forget abt it, and i almost didbut she didnt, she nv didit sorts of dissapoint me, reallyi confided with my supervisor, with the initial thoughts of approaching the manager.but i thought it would be a rash decision.probably.so i confided with a different person, of different rank.hopefully, getting a reaction that is not too much over what i expected.anyway, would doing more field work, and projects outside.
hopefully, things would be better then.
right now, i couldnt bring myself to talk to her, not anymore.
cuz the sulky look and the swinging moods of hers scared me
i didnt wnat her to have another opportunity to have another go at me.
if she decided to report me to my manager, i'm all prepared on what to say
cuz i'm a victim to a large extent,
and i believe i'm innocent, and of cuz i know justice will stand by me.
whatever consequences, i couldnt think now.
and i wont bother anymore,
i only know it doesnt pays off to be kind.
it's the best lesson i had from the current attachment, i'll bring them along with me, even when i graduate.
"it doesnt often pay to be kind."attachment is just a start to our future, for all people and friends out there, stay stong, believe in yourself, fight for ur rights, dont let them override you. a little quote from my mum "it's ok to be in this situation now, at least you're learning, and do tell yourself, one day you'll come out stronger than they are. if you're working with the same people in the future, you're in a higher postion than they are, the situation wont ever be the same anymore, they cant bully you, or push you around again"Blogged
@ 2:19 PM
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