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Sunday, June 10, 2007

hanged out ytd.
my half day work turned out tt i'm leaving after 1+pm.
goodness.
and i seriously am not happy how lateness seem to work up for darling again.
got really fed-up, wanted so many to throw up a fuss at him when he arrives.
but no, i didnt.
he came, and i only takled to him abt it, i couldnt do a single stuff i initially thought i wanted to.
thrashing it out.
the stupid heart of mine just stopped acting with my brain.
he won his battle.
manz.

he wanted me to go clubbing
but i didnt.
i didnt end up there.
not ytd.
next week, see how.
heehee.

grad day coming up soon.
and i dont know how i should be feeling.
happy or dreading.
my grad gown is seriously too big for me.
as in too long.
doesnt matter whether i had pants on or not.
really.
tt's how serious.

arghz, was talking alot abt what had happened for the past few days with darling.
at least he listened, gave me advices.
to follow or not, up to me.
i need to follow, but i cant do all.
somehow.

restraint, tt's the word.

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Boring day.
been thinking lots of things.
I couldnt drive the buggy because of safety concern, i havent got my license.
This is what i was told.
A msg passed down from my management.
Now, i'm thinking...
maybe it's not real.
maybe.
since i didnt really hear it from the management at all.
It's all in the mind.
Mind game, tt's what i call.
I'm not allowed to drive the buggy for reasons.

Friends, i might have to shift this blog address somewhere again, in case.
bad feelings.
Female are made to have instinct.
Male are made to search things out easily.
I'll be shifting pretty soon.
shall update friends who i'm fine to view my blog space.

manz...
life's too cruel, aint it.

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