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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

was blogging on my phone ytd
many thoughts.

first,

"one's nearly 4 months,
one's abt 2 months.

seemed like i've mixed in some personal feelings as well.
i wanna be fair but i ended up caught in the middle
neither here nor there

i chose to believe my 2 months, at the same time, i have to believe my 4 months.
it's freaking sickening.
well, maybe i should just talk to my beloved 27 months.

baby, oh do i need you.
those magic, will they last?
forever?
the guidance, will it stopped?
or perhaps had stopped."

momo, maybe u should send another angel down for me again...

and another one,

"maybe somehow, my character has sth to do with it.
my character isnt right.

somehow i'm acting everyday.
like putting on a mask and being another me.
is this the right way to work?
so that my personal self doesnt get involved?

part of it, i guess.
it's how i always dealed with male counterparts, i suppose.
it's normal...
eh isnt it?"


today was fine.
just fine.
couldnt complain, couldnt compare and shouldnt whine.
haha.

Blogged @ 8:02 PM
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