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Monday, October 29, 2007

oh boy...
i'm feeling down...
oh boy, i'm thinking of letting you go.
for your happiness
at the same time, i cant bear to...
and i assume you feel the same...

the words were mentioned yesterday.
cried for a moment...and i stopped myself...
every now and then...
we're fine, friends...

but if friends, you're with me and i kept silent for that few moment...
well...maybe let me be for a while.
i'm just searching my thoughts.
whether i can be that good girlfriend for my boy.
whether i'm up to that standard to.
whether my character will change over time to what my boy loves.
even if i cried, i supposed it'll be my norm these few days.

one of my friends already had this experience.
i suppose it scares him...
all of a sudden, lost in thoughts...
teared so quietly...
well...it's norm...
shall apologise...sorry

even my mum got worried now...
told me whatever happens, dont do anything silly.
there's still her who i can have,
mommy, i love you.
always there for me.
friends, always there for me.

sweet, i wish happiness to be with you. always
whatever happens, i'll still say i love you.
for our good, i love you.
i still do.
if i can change, i will...
oh boy, i love you.

my doremon.
be there.

-love

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