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Saturday, February 23, 2008

sickening

It's been days since I last heard from you.
I should have understand you're busy.
busy enuff not to drop a msg to say you're fine,
busy enuff not to ask how i've been.
days.
and ytd i finally got thru ur line.
"sorry, i'm busy"
that's what i get.

i wonder if you still remember me.
i wonder if you still have feelings for me now.

i'm not feeling safe and stable now.
really.
you've made me feel lost.

It's been a week since i last saw you.
I should have understand you're busy.
busy enuff not to arrange to meet me up.
busy enuff not to check on how i've been.
1 week
and ytd when u finally decide to reply my stupid sms at 12mn,
asking to meet up.
I replied at the sickening hours when i awake, 3+am.
telling you, you wont be able to make it today, i feel.
and yes, it's true that i'm sitting in front of the screen now and the fact that you really cannot make it now.
that's what i get.

damn you.
these few days are shit
and i cant breathe much words out.
cuz u arent free
and i dun wanna disturb or tie u down.

freak.
i'm upset now.
damn.

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