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Saturday, October 11, 2008

here it goes again..

his name is love...

sometimes, he appears and sometimes, he doesnt.
he amazed me on so many occassions, big and small.
but he kept me crying and fearing at times too.

I've no idea of his power, the way he came, the way he makes your heart melts.
the way he goes into my mind and blew everything off, focusing on him.
I might not be love's partner because i couldnt give in my time commitment.
i want my time to be spent the way i feel comfortable..
whenever we're not on the same wavelength, we might argue..and eventually somehow, i feel in my opinion, i relented.. but i didnt get the wavelength back and i broke down.
so many times that i've lost count.

love is beautiful, everyone assume...
but to be with love, sacrifices always have to be made.
promises have to be kept.
stay focussed but pretend u have never heard those slicing words and actions to stop oneself from crying..

pretence's name is mask

He's coming back for me.
each day i wake up and each night into my sleep.
Mask is always with me, silently.
he told me not to be fearful of love as i always have him, mask around.

into the deep ocean, i wish.

Blogged @ 10:50 AM
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