Monday, December 14, 2009
To err is human
I finally took up the courage to sms a friend.
like WOW! -_-"
but this is a very special case...which i suddenly have influx of thoughts now.
it was due to a special reason that i finally sms this friend, whom i once thought that we will never be friends in the future.
He was a nice quiet boy in school.And yes, my story is true.It was in secondary school.It left me beautiful memories, which some of them i wouldnt share.Not here, at least.It did scare me, at that point in time.My decision might not have been right.I chose the hard way because of a love that did not get to blosom.I choose to let go of a friendship.I escape away, and i daren't talk to him, for years.I find it immature now that i thought of it.I could have been his friend, i told myself abt a year back or so.But it was a little late. I have no idea where to start from.I finally took the courage to ask him a question online.A simple one. "Are we friends?"He asked me, "Why? Of course, we are."Afterwhich i left him alone.And now, i heard news.Something which I wont want to see this friend of mine go thru again.He'll be hurt. Again. Somehow. Either faced with rejection or more.Given the choice, somebody must let him know...What is Love?Why do you need it?Do you really perhaps like her?"Envy" is not the answer that I'm supposed to hear.Why are you forcing yourself?You must not start a love because you envy others.Yes, nobody is perfect."Do things with your heart", that's what I told him.But i mentioned these too, "Think and consider before you decide." "Let go early, it won't hurt as much"I finally took the courage to be your friend, to get over it.To start anew, and so did you.Make a choice, my friend. Only upon thinking thoroughly.For the friend whom I almost let go 7 years ago.I'll be here for you now.To listen, to play and to pull you thru.Blogged
@ 9:15 PM
always thinking -
