really tired now, had juz 4 four hours of sleep.
broke my own record...
yesterday was the annual dinner.
then today 8 o'clock got make up class.

yawnz. but still, didnt want to sleep,
came here to blog instead. haha
let's talk abit bout my yesterday.
meet Siti, my colleague.
then meet my mei mei, Yoshii.(my manager lah)
haha, went there late.
but actually the whole things starts at 7p.m.
yoshii looks younger today though i still dun like his hairstyle.
then saw Goh!!(my ex-store manager)
been a long long time since i saw him.
then also saw my area manager. he looks so smart and handsome.
cuz he's the emcee for the event mah.
so glad that those managers actually try to remember our names.
so heartwarming. been the 2nd time i feel this this month le. haha

then heard, auntie delphine quitting, tmr last day.
haiz...at least i get to work with her tmr.
signing off...

Blogged @ 2:05 PM
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Another poem up here.
This might probably reflect what
i'll be feeling in another 2 weeks or so...

The day when I am born,
I am never alone.
I had my dad and mum.

The day I turn two,
I'm never alone.
I had my brother,
He was born!

The day I went to pre-school,
I'm not alone.
I had my mum.
I went in there,
Alone at first.
But I made new friends then.

All my life,
I have my friends.
I'm not alone,
I told myself.

I'm not alone,
I told myself.
But I just can't help saying,
I'm alone now.

On the day where most people,
Most friends will be in pairs.
I'll be alone.
Alone to face the truth,
Alone to face the Earth.

I'll be single and alone until the day you notice me
And feel what I feel.
Think what I think.
I'll be waiting...




Blogged @ 9:32 PM
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Hmm...back again....
Haiz...next week gonna be my term test week, haven't touch my notes yet...
Didn't even know what the teacher been teaching about....
Went out on Monday wid my buddies...
heez, thanks flora and wee fen.
Haven't really been laughing that much these days...
Seriously, we're lame all the way since we met each other to town...
Hmm, then ytd, went out wid my mum buy new shoes, new clothes. Haha
But then, I had my weight taken....gosh...I'm fat.
Serious here. Argh...fat? Me? Gosh...

Today, now, currently stuck at home, doing blog of cuz but also doing my artpiece lah....
Haiz, really dunno wad to draw...
Tmr, will be my company annual dinner...
Wonder wad's up going to happen...
Duh...
Back to the dreamy old me...
Dreamz...

Blogged @ 2:04 PM
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what those moments are:

moment 1: the doctor who helped in the delivery of me

moment 2: My parents!

moment 3: my kindergarden teacher

the rest of the moment: The One...

Blogged @ 10:44 PM
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Phew... juz wanna blog.
hmm, yay!!!
my setter skills getting more and more pro le. Heehee *clap-clap for myself*
Eh, really dunno wad's going thru in my mind these days.
Haiz...
Maybe I think too much into it le...
Now, this had been on my mind for quite some time le...
These few days might be all my ""poems"" things.
Not really "poems" but it's wad in my mind.
And it's written by myself...
juz want THE one to notice me...
even if it's a glimpse...

The moment I saw you,
I know that I was born!
Born on that particular day,
I know my life will be filled full with different moments.

The moment I saw you,
I know that I'll be safe and sound.
Those blissful yet blessed life you've given me.

The moment I saw you,
I know you're the one who start my knowledge going.
You're the one who set me thinking.

The moment I saw you,
I know I gotta know you and you gonna know me.
I sought my way up,
My wish is fulfilled.

The moment I saw you,
I know you're THE one.
But yet again,
I want you to learn that I want to be The one in your life.

The moment I saw you,
I'm falling for you.
I need you to know.

The moment I saw you,
You're the light of my life at this point of my life.
Stop misleading me,
Guide me.

Those moments wouldn't stop as long as I saw you.

Blogged @ 8:55 PM
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had a sudden inspiration to blog...
haha... saw my seniors and frenz in GL today.
can't help feeling happy.
when i was going home, the way they say bye-bye...
it's so so heartwarming, never felt this for a long long time le...
finally had it relive in me.
eh, then on my way home, had another thing on mind...decide to blog it in here...
here it goes...

those memories are of you and me.
It tastes weird.
Sweet, sour, bitter, hot, whatever you name it.
It was ours.
those dreams i had were of you and me.
But it's mine.
memories are ours, dreams are mine.
you want it?
start dreaming!
maybe it's right, maybe it's wrong...
but let me dream on...
Don't wake me up...
Coz life is mine!
I Live it!

Blogged @ 8:15 PM
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Back wid another complaint...
I HATE you!!!
U lousy fellow, tell me wad urgent documents or stupid forms to be filled in.
Say wad *high-rank* ppl coming...
In the end, wad?
Make me wake up so early, no breakfast, rush down for a stupid, nonsense, lame meeting...
Hear u talk geography...
Argh, I hate you.
I'll make sure I wont work for u if it's all possible. Humph...

That was my Sunday... an idiotic Sunday...wid a person of **high-status** spoiling it...haiz

Blogged @ 10:32 AM
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I'm back...
Haiz...another post up here...
really dunno wad to write le...
juz finish a drawing...hmm, tmr going to work again...
hmm another manager got transferred away...argh...*sad-sad*
really dunno to continue working or not...
then there's my company’s annual dinner, dun even know whether to go or not,
though I told them I can make it lah...
sick for the eighth day...didn't really wanna see doc, so sianz to go and visit this doc here...as if he's handsome...wahaha...
eh, didn’t go for training that wed, too sick to...
heard tt they having fun despite playing those bombing and painting games.
will update more when I find sth to tell lah...

p.s. maybe I'm the one escaping from reality, not you.
I'm the one avoiding not you.
I'm the one who dunno how to face you.
I'm only wishing u'll be the one taking initiative to talk to me,
help me tide over this prob...
I need u even as a fren or a teacher or a guide or a light glowing.
Be my light...

Blogged @ 9:20 PM
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Ya. Am back to blog for a moment.
Hmm, well really hectic schedule now...
somemore sick for a few days le.
Really fed-up very easily now...
Not really enough sleep these days..
Had a hard time getting those homework done...
First is IT application bout excel project...stuck here and there but manage to get it done on Sunday since I took off from work that day...
Then is Digital Graphic Application or sth… manage to send it out on Sunday too...
Next is this Landscape Design...really bad at drawing so really tried my best le...
Re-drew something out and handed in today with a presentation...
Though is no good work at all but with all the same good confidence,
went up and talk bout this all artwork lah.
Lucky to know that we got this teacher whose comments is "good" and "very good"...
Sort of made me feel better lah.
Argh, so sick… flu plus cough plus sore throat. Haiz...
Now, really wanna cleared my mind of that particular guy le,
not that I'm not interested anymore but really have no time to pay more attention to such stuff le.
But Then, maybe he didn't even know that I like him lah. Though quite obvious with my hints and stuffs… on second hand, maybe he know, that's why he’s avoiding me. Or maybe I too sensitive le.
Haiz.
Kyo itsukete.(Take care)
Sayoonara.(Bye)

Blogged @ 6:38 PM
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Happy 2005! Bye 2004!
Been a long long time since I blog again.
Now, abit more after 26th dec.
Feel really sad bout tsunami and stuffs.
Pray that those ppl there will be saved and won’t suffered that much…
Am really glad that my buddy, Andre and his family are all right.
Been worrying for quite some time before I realize that I could have sms into Australia. Haha.Now, bout 31st dec, almost went out for a movie wid Edmund and somes sgls whom he nv said who.
Haha, but the timing wasn’t suitable, so I didn’t go… Aw… so sad…
Eh, now that my projects and stuffs are coming in…
wonder if I can continue working yet stressing up at the same time or not…
haiz…Then, there’s this new colleague… haiz…
not new already lorz, been a month already…
I dun care if she’ll see this post sooner or later or not…
cuz it’s made known to her that we’re now teaching her a “lesson”(quite valuable lah) YES, We’re against u haiz, be automatic lah, things dun move by itself,
it wont get stocked by itself… help us, help yourself.
I dun wanna start screaming at new colleague, I hate it.
And I knew the feeling, I got scolded during training before and I hate that guy to the core, juz glad that he got terminated by the company… haiz…
Then there’s this project team grouped by my lecturer lah,
really dunno wad to say, I hate this group lorz…
I suppose I dun quite like this group will be better…
it’s like most of them dun even know wad a computer do…
“who blog?” (try asking them… )
they might say huh wad’s blog?
“Do u use com at home?”
maybe they’ll reply for homework ar?
“Erm , I mean do u play games or sth in com?”
hmm, sorry, I only use it for homework when I have to.
ARGH…
Then there’s this thingy I wanted to say….really must say…I’m tired of keeping this inside my heart for a v.long time le…I like a guy. Yes, I’ve confessed now…but it’s only in this blog. Haha…will be back again some days…

Blogged @ 9:27 PM
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