- My Life Story ;

Saturday, December 26, 2009

i'm very upset.
extremely dissapointed.

i wont bring up that issue again.
=(

take it as i never once mentioned,
leaving the decision solely to you was never once my intention until now.
i will never give my 1 cent worth input on that matter again unless u make me think thru.

i hate this.
arghz

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Friday, December 25, 2009

Blog update since i'm at home on Christmas Day this year.
hahas.

Went to Genting Highlands last weekends. The journey up took us abt 7 hours from Golden Mile in Singapore to Awana Genting for check-in.
Had our very late & expensive D-lunch (Lunch + Dinner) up at Genting.

Anyhow, our friend went off to Casino after meal and we went shopping.
And woah...everything was madly on sale.
And my goodness, the boys were in fact trying everything and buying everything.
My friends are so cute, they always does that...and whenever they are doing that kind of shoppings, it will also mean i've got nth much to buy too.
After the shopping, we went to Casino too for a while before we went back down to Awana for rest.

The next morning was cable-taking up, and the clouds are basically around us, and it's so cold.
B-Lunch and Casino the whole day away, wanted to go theme park but it was raining out there..
Again, the shopping continues, and this time is food, so much foods and tidbits...
Ah, the friend stayed in the Casino on the 2nd night through 3rd day.
Goodness...

Came back to SG on sunday night...and sleep till late morning on monday.

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So ytd went out for christmas celebration with dear dear's friends.
hahas.
Nice one, though i really had no voice for singing ytd after eating one choc.
arghs...and came home so late that i slept till nearly 12pm today.

Wasted such a good day sleeping away.
humph...

Next week's new year, now What's next on the list?

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Monday, December 14, 2009

To err is human

I finally took up the courage to sms a friend.
like WOW! -_-"
but this is a very special case...which i suddenly have influx of thoughts now.

it was due to a special reason that i finally sms this friend, whom i once thought that we will never be friends in the future.

He was a nice quiet boy in school.
And yes, my story is true.
It was in secondary school.
It left me beautiful memories, which some of them i wouldnt share.
Not here, at least.

It did scare me, at that point in time.
My decision might not have been right.
I chose the hard way because of a love that did not get to blosom.
I choose to let go of a friendship.
I escape away, and i daren't talk to him, for years.

I find it immature now that i thought of it.
I could have been his friend, i told myself abt a year back or so.
But it was a little late. I have no idea where to start from.

I finally took the courage to ask him a question online.
A simple one. "Are we friends?"
He asked me, "Why? Of course, we are."
Afterwhich i left him alone.

And now, i heard news.
Something which I wont want to see this friend of mine go thru again.
He'll be hurt. Again. Somehow.
Either faced with rejection or more.
Given the choice, somebody must let him know...

What is Love?
Why do you need it?
Do you really perhaps like her?
"Envy" is not the answer that I'm supposed to hear.
Why are you forcing yourself?
You must not start a love because you envy others.

Yes, nobody is perfect.

"Do things with your heart", that's what I told him.
But i mentioned these too, "Think and consider before you decide."
"Let go early, it won't hurt as much"

I finally took the courage to be your friend, to get over it.
To start anew, and so did you.
Make a choice, my friend.
Only upon thinking thoroughly.

For the friend whom I almost let go 7 years ago.
I'll be here for you now.
To listen, to play and to pull you thru.

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

i might have been a lil slow.
but nevertheless, i still feel the need to say..

We finally become friends, I wont just leave you in the lurch.
I wont just ignore the facts.
Somehow, i have to get my msg across.

Things might not be as easy as what you might have thought.
She might be your life, she might not.
Think and consider carefully before you make a move.
The choice is yours.
Any move you make will be your future.

sighs.
What a life.

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Sunday, December 06, 2009

went to Atirah's Engagement ytd.
Hahas.
It's really amazing. And she's very beautiful!
=)

She's gonna be very happily married soon.
Take care, babe!

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