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Sunday, September 30, 2007

cool....
went to Zoo ytd with sweetie.
been a liong long time since i went there.

lots of changes but there's still some renovation going on.
my adventure zoo, where i used to go every sunday is under renovation....
hmmmm....

went to chinese garden ytd as well.
haha.
latern festival, last weekend celebration.
the lightings, the shows and the mini fireworks are all nice.
nice weekend foe me.

tmr monday again.
monday blues, do not wait for me.
haha
alright now...

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

sighs...
it hurts...
so much.
my ah gong's not feeling too good...
and to see those tubes running all over...
terrible....
and to see him so thin...
my goodness...

but i think he doesnt really recognise me...
hmmm....
well, but still...

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

if you do not want everyone to know anything,
do not let anyone know everything

dear told me that ytd, after my much complaints abt my day.

ytd, i had the worst working day i had eversince i started working at the age of 16
i was thinking, those innocent days at the F&B outlets, those jokes, those colleagues i had. neverending.

then perhaps, my attachment. those people took me as a students, they played their own game, but they kept me out which i'm pertty glad now.

then my previous company, where i learned my basic, where i really started out, where i left with reasons abt management.
but i never had my game played like that. i never felt this pain before.

each place i worked at, i took care telling myself, they're my family. a big one.
everyone will be looking out for me.
thet'll take care of me.

but i'm wrong, perhaps. those innocent thinkings arent meant for a adult working world.
you work, and you're alone.
you fend for yourself, they said "Go ahead, i'll support you"
but at the end of the day, they might have meant "Go ahead, finish up my work, i'll do the defending only if my name isnt in it when u get into trouble."

i'm dissappointed.
early morning, i couldnt get my things summitted with pride,
next up, my gut feelings told me, today wont be a smooth day after reading some mails.
then my phone, my colleague kept using them when he has his own bloody phone just beside mine.
i was pretty worn out for patience, and i decided to let him know abt this matter.
only to be told
"phone is meant for convenience, does that means if you arent here and u have to make a call, you'd rush back to ur own office phone just to make a call?"
DAMN YOU, ALRIGHT
then, some personal stuffs.
then this phrase "Work is work, personal is personal. dont bring them in together. i dont do that" it hits hard on me. cuz after some thinking, perhaps, that's the way to work, and i have to learn that in the shortest possible time.

then questioning starts, did u bypass somebody?
NO
did u report this and that matters to ur superior?
NO
are you sure?
YES

so i was feeling really upset, my colleague doesnt believe me, and started all these.
all these before my lunch.

then a freaking "course" my ""dear"" colleague summited together with his name.
ended up he pangseh me, the one with the phone problem.
i went alone anyway, to find out that it's a sharing session, not a bloody course that i thought it would be.

in the end, my conclusion for the day...well.

LIFE SUXS FOR ME YESTERADY
TOTAL FAILURE

if i do not want anyone to know anything,
do not tell anyone about anything

I just bought my "Taiwan Hubby", Will Will's CD
God Bless

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

Let it be...
maybe it's meant to be...

had my class today...
was alright... although the teabreak's a lil pathetic..

mickey, can i seek some comfort in u?
can i talk to u?

Angel, be there for me, will u?

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

busy the whole day
haiz...
the drawing gets me really pissed off sometimes.
but whatever, i'm done with it anyway.

on course tmr.
full day
nice one
dun need see some of the colleagues.
heehee

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Monday, September 17, 2007

verbal fights with a colleague
come on, your dept n my dept dun really match.
but deep now, u and i know each other.
shouldnt we clear the misunderstanding instead?
esp b/w the 2 depts.

well, at least i guess case close.
settled.
fine.
still friends.
no more next time please for goodness sake.

still in a lil upset kinda mood
everything will be fine, ya?
haiz

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

damn it.
still the same
worse now.
woke up so many times for my stomach...
arghz...

now, i had to break a promise to dear....
all bcuz of my tummy....
damn it.
i cant make it.

if u cant understand it, well...i have to take it like that then
it's not funny to be suffering here...
stomach flu, damn you.

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Friday, September 14, 2007

stomach flu, my turn to fall sick...
arghz..

sickening...

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

mummy n brother aint feeling well...
my work are piling...
i'm starting not to understands the working terms they're using...
i'm starting not to like my colleague way of working...
i'm starting to feel upset over the slightest thing.
i'm having problems juggling everything and my dear.
i'm wanting to meet my dear but...instead i upset him, made him angry all bcuz i cant juggle...
all bcuz i end up not meeting him.
all bcuz i dunno how to plan.
all bcuz i wanna come home, give a nice hug to my mommy, say "r u feeling better" to my brother

for goodness sake, jus let me be
jus let me suffer alone
do my own blogging
keep things to myself again.
be quiet
stop being a joker

arghz...
i hate the way i'm living now.
maybe a fresh start with a fresh thinking would be nice.

XstitchX, let me reconfide in u.
XstitchX, be there for me in a unrealistic world.
a fictional character...will u helps?

Jo went on leave
Momo shall stand in for me

get real

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

fanits.
i dislike my colleague's way of working.
i'm sorry to say that, but it's a fact that i'm finally facing it myself now.
today.
thanks for the effort, trying to make me dislike u more.

humph...
but still, i cant regret going to work there just bcoz of this colleague.

hoping for the better.
my family's not feeling well...
haiz...
season of sickness again...

*prays*

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Monday, September 10, 2007

headache.

eventful day.
tired.

tmr, another working day,
inspections.
arghz...

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

net was down for the past few days.
was busy at work as well...

paperworks, siteworks, mtgs, discussion,
good thing was i've got a new lunch partner now.
hehe.

tmr will be a event day.
hope things will turn out nice.

ytd was out till...bout 4am when i got home.
for the movie, 881.
was nice, really touching, i would say.

jus play my net now since i got the chance to access this moment..
=P

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

loads of work.
sigh.
am disappointed with my own performance now.
i just wanna work better, concentrate better
know more ppl, work w/o politics issue.
arghz.

i hope it'll works.
gosh.
i'm tired....

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Saturday, September 01, 2007

went out for date today
heehee.
movie:
The Last Legion @ cineleisure
packed.

then had dinner @ Sakura.
from 6+ till 9, i think.
talked, laughed. played.
haha.
well..

tmr driving...
sickening...
getting sick of it.
haiz.
shall see how..

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