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Thursday, August 30, 2007

mind's whirling.
thinking.

i'm happy.
smiling.
ok, so the work's fine.
everything's seems nice at this mo.

i'm missing you.
saturday, perhaps.

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

been bz these few days.
had a small induction ytd.
cool.
at least i got myself one more friend working in the same company.
new friend.
nice.
maybe shall arrange a lunch with her soon.
heehee.

colleague went on mc, hope he get well soon.
that incident really feels freaky...
now i think abt, i wonder what the hell i was thinking.
how could i...?
arghz..
well...
=X

tmr another commitee thing meeting.
shall see how i love this new family more in my ways.
haha.

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

another day.
been watching my korean drama.
haha.

one of the male lead is handsome but well..too cool...
more like cold.
humph. poor girl.

anyway....wonder what i ate....
haiz...
diahorea..
not just me, same for my family.
arghz.
hopefully need not go on mc tmr.

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

my goodness.
finally i see Andre online.
it's been so long...
not like ah girl, always caught him online.

wonder if he'll be coming back.
seems like he's staying there, searching for job now.
wishing him all the best.

a boring day ahead.
let me wish for some miracles and magic now.
*closes eyes*

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Friday, August 24, 2007

Jos went KL.
weekends.
arghz.

bad.
boring.
no entertainment, maybe... can get my mum.
haha.
haiz.

i'm missing you

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

read an article in a newspaper.
from a Prof.

the meaning is sth like tt,
How can u tell a couple is in love?
people are constantly sending messages across, body languages unconciously.
Look for the signs:
eye contact,
open, comfortable posture
special gesture like tossing hair, licking lips and eyes that open wider .

had a long day
was out for more than half the office hrs, doing inspections, meetings n rounds.
but still, i'm feeling okay.
happier than where i was at last time.

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

i wonder wad's wrong with me.
went out with my boyfriend just now.
all of a sudden, i just feel... so un me....
like a body w/o soul, w/o feeling.
mind's somewhere else.
arghz.

wad's happening??
gotta search myself, i guess.
sianz.

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Monday, August 20, 2007

monday blue.
my big family.
lots of mails.
lots of sites.
lots of naggings.
lots of things.

arghz.
tuesday tmr...

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

ytd had my auto driving lesson...
haiz...
forgot so many things learnt in manual.
but still, auto car is car.
so much easier.

then came home, after a while, out i go again.
dinner with dear, nice one.
haha. my fav, crabs.
=D
with fireworks to accompany me.
=)

then to MOS.
hiaz. feel like a spoilt sport sometimes, really.
i left at 1+, near 2am.
reached home abt 3 or so.

i guess those peeps stil clubbing away til 5+ at least.
well.
that's me.
accept it la.
i am the way i am.

only woke up at 12nn just now.
feel like a pig now.
arghz.
slept till so late.
humph.
things gotta change.

coming week, more things to do.
oh... haha.
at least i'm working, not just playing around.
and it's still fun, nevertheless with my new found few hundred members of family.
let's see

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

the bat that was killed cuz they ate up the owner's fruits.
poor thing...

my tiger. haha.

then, the different icon of the world.
statue of liberty!

Hollywood

The plantation where Tropical village overlooks.

then dinner where it's overlooking Singapore Senoko.

=)

there's so many picture in portraits and haha, am lazy to rotate them, so didnt upload...

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Friday, August 17, 2007

am out of singapore early in the morning.
head to malaysia.

funny Alvin, said meeting point was causeway point taxi stand.
made me feel so stupid.
it's actually woodlands mrt stn.
haiz.
then initially, i felt so awkward...
like kinda alone.
haiz.
hisham did talked tt one sentence to me.
but i still felt left out.

until i board the coach.
Alvin came and sat beside me, talked to me.
then thru'out the trip, i sometimes had my DM, sometimes Alvin, Sometimes Daemian and colleagues.

i finally feel like them.
like part of them.
family.
haha.

few photos, if i have time shall upload them and share.
but till then.

i'm still thinking, on and off...
how does one know whether one is impt to somebody?

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

what a day....
went out early, straight for inspection.
only reached my office at abt 5pm.
freaky.

a person only shed tears when it touches the heart.
somehow, somewhat.
maybe it did.

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

and so i was out celebrating dar's birthday ytd night.
had dinner with his friends.
kaiwei with peiyu, kangming and ourselves.

supposed to meet at 7, haha. but me and kw only reached abt 8.30 or so.
cuz of darling's cake and ...
=)

i seriously owe too much ppl now.
ren qing, arghz.
if i cant finish returning, i guess next life i have to pay back as well.
=)

apologies to all whom i've caused incoveniences to.
and thanks to all who helped me in one way or another.
really.

darling also mention, he feels guilty, cuz we gt him what he wanted and he know it's aint cheap.
pay back, dear.
with love and concern to all.
happy 21st!

watched "secret" ytd as well.
midnight movie with him.
the show was actually nice, was a surprise lorz.
cuz i din expected it.
touching, sweet, talented and all

somehow i find that kw look like abit like jay.
probably the eyes la.
small.
or maybe i finally starts to notice the ppl around me.
haha

am on leave today.
slept till just now 11+, my goodness.
i was up at 9+ but i slept back. couldnt open my eyes. still sleepy.
so now, i took my "br-unch", am on the pc again.
=)

tmr will be another long long day

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Monday, August 13, 2007

so today was a hmmm... so so day at work.
lunch with brother, finally ya?

haha, at least after a week plus today i get that bit of space.
that teeny bit.

and freaks...
darling's prezzie aint ready.
i cant get it.
sianz.

damn.

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

went thru my fren's blog.
7788.
so i did my quiz as well

Your Birthdate: July 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.
Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years
Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities
Your power color: Crimson red
Your power symbol: Snowflake
Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

perhaps, next month, i should feel better

Your Cell Phone Etiquette is 35% Bad, 65% Good

Your cell phone manners are quite good. Not perfect, but almost.Occasionally, you do annoy people with your cell. But when you realize it, you stop.

How's Your Cell Phone Etiquette?

Your French Name is:

Bebe Alain

What's Your French Name?

sounds like "Baby Ah Lian" or "Baby Alien" to me. oh well. haha

What Joanna Means

J is for Juicy

O is for Overwhelming

A is for Arty

N is for Nutty

N is for Naive

A is for Alert

What Does Your Name Mean?

hmmm... Juicy...sounds more like fats.

Your Observation Skills Get A C

You tend to notice the big things in life...
But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

haha, i think so. my eyes are meant more important things, but often w/o details i guess

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You are 93% Cancer

How Cancer Are You?

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous

What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand

In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection

In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support

Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure

Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood

You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

went out this afternoon trying to get dar's b'day prezzie.
aiyo.
ended up buying my own clothes.
heehee.
it seldom happens like that de, but nowaday i also don't know what happen
haha.
oh well, so his prezzie, i'm still thinking.
haha.

had a lovely dinner with adelyn and darling.
nice.
fish n co again.
now not only my throat is getting more sore, but ulcer coming up as well now.

tmr might be a better day

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Friday, August 10, 2007

had a sweet and nice time with dearie's family ytd.
dinner with sea breeze. haha. nice.

this morning went inspection.
haiya, it's not i dun wanna go back, k.
just give me some time to.
humph. i dun understand why my colleague do this lorz.
maybe it just happen to be like that ba.
as in, there's work to do or sth, but at the very least, i'm human, your colleague.
let me know in advance abt the meeting. not last min please for goodness sake.

then ended up late to go home today again.
my mom's been asking me.
"today's fri, thot u end earlier. and see la, take early shift also end late."
haiyo, like i say, i wonder if my colleague knows i end shift earlier than him.
plus i got my own commitment and i can get my work done even before my hours are up.

staying late to work doesnt means hardworking, com'on.
to me, it's like a waste of time, it means u cant manage time.
if i can do the same thing in at a lesser time, doesnt that make me more hardworking and better in managing time?

arghz.
now i feel sorry for dear.
haiz.
perhaps it's my nature of work.
gotta sort these out asap, i guess.
weekends.

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

still stressed up.
more work piling up. but at the same time, i did finally feel like i;m working for a company, instead of working for people.

tmr's holiday.
nice.
fri inspection, sat and sun off.
next wed, on leave. fri on trip.
yay!!!
nice.
a good way to work and relax, make more friends yet holds together like family.

=)

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Monday, August 06, 2007

dear's late this morning again.
haiz.
wanted to have a romantic meet up before work.
but well, nvm.

lots of things uploading in my mind again.
info, pieces of these and that.
arghz.

i'm really stressed up now.
and i know it hurts friends who hear this.
i seemed... i seemed to forgot how to smile and crack jokes le.

perhaps, a day away from work would be nice.
next week. maybe.

searching for my angels, my stars and all again

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Sunday, August 05, 2007

been out ytd with dar.
shopping.
haha.

came home later than usual for the past 2 days.
well, i guess it'll become norm soon.

the brightest star shines on,
i asked angel for blessing.
may all be happy.

thanks sweet for shining on

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Friday, August 03, 2007

so i woke up feeling much better.
had a quick meet up with dearie on the way to work today
but nevertheless, usual. he's late.
freaks.

and then after i reached office not long, check some mails n all.
left all the medical check up.
needle, blood, x-ray, whatever....etc.

then office, lunch at freaking hrs.
then site inspection.
arghz.
ok, so i'm given things starting today,
site.
that site is mine.
my baby, i shall call it like what other says.
well..meet dar again this evening.

late again, not his prob actually.
cuz i ended up north when he's still working in west.
heehee.
had a lovely evening.
thanks dar..

the hole on my arm still hurts.
when i imagine the needle there, worse.
haha.

weekends.
shall see how to spend it.
manz...
=x

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

am still busy.
guess i'll be send out to do some real work pretty soon.
loads of instructions and guides and whatever shit.

my head bursting now.
freaks.
severe headaches.
and tmr weekends, omfg.

medical, inspections, roundings, meetings.
and darling couldnt understand what i'm going thru yet.
really wished to be able to explain to him.
haiz.

gotta take med now, i guess. and go sleep imediately.
it hurts.
badly.
fever might be on the way if i dun put a stop to it this min.

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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

started work today.
reached earlier, ended up waiting for abt an hour.
well...

time flies but...
loads of things my colleague went thru.
makes it dull actually.
i guess i can only remember that much until i experience it.

mind was elsewhere after lunch.
and dearie is in a new working environment as well.
hopefully things are good.

i'm sorry friends abt today.
was really held up, couldnt really answer much call and reply sms on time.
meetings and discussions

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