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Thursday, May 31, 2007

ok, a friend came in here last night.
cuz i linked it to my msn.

anyway, missed out the fact that my throat feels better after eating that candy u bought.
i'm sorry to miss that out. haha. thanks btw.

then next, he asked me if i'm a christian.
no, i'm not.
i just happen to think like one, feel like one.
but i'm not.
i believe all gods.
not just one.

i have friends with different faith.
i'm brought up with a taoist point of view.
but i always thought i was a buddist when i was younger.
then i realised, no i'm not.
then i have friends who are christians, and i felt i believe them.
which then again, i have a boyfriend who's a catholic.
i might be a catholic one day.
nobody knows.

i posted such topics for my blog before.

A taoist thinking she's a buddist,
with a mind of a christian wanting to be a catholic.
haha, that's me.
i believe all of them.

shall be hanging out later.
need a handphone badly.
craving for a mp3

and one more thing, that friend happen to remind me a post i had typed in last year.

"before 18th birthday-->i wanna get into lsct main comm
before 21st birthday-->i wanna know how to drive
before 23rd birthday-->i wanna go university
before 26th birthday--> i wanna get married!
before 30th birthday--> i wanna have kids!"

then again, what had happen was i past my 18th birthday without getting into the comm.
though i tried.
my 21st brithday will be next year, at which i really hope to get my liscense.
one of the smallest reason is to prove that ladies do drive well. haha
my 23th birthday, i'm not sure if it'll still come true.
26th and 30th is still somewhere in the future, something i couldnt see and know.

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

had some thoughts to share.

Lady drivers are not bad drivers.
we're not lousy.
It's just that some of us, the ladies are more careful.
think abt this, there're men who drive like tt as well.
but have you heard "wah, man"?
no, right?
it's always, "must be girl lah"
sickening.
it's discrimmination.

I gotta get it right on the first try

ok, so tmr is holiday.
hope i could use some time and spend it with dearest.
been some time since we really go on a date.
haha.
well...

I was on the phone just now with darling,
and i mentioned abt me having angels on my path of life.
i wanna thank god for them.
i met so many of them, tt i couldnt remember since when i termed them as my angels.

I remembered i termed the first angel when i was working in fast food outlet.
He's my store manager. i termed him Angel from hell. cuz he's nice to me, and strict at work.

Then i went on, i realised my friends are always there for me, they're known as guardian angel.
they watched over me. My poly friends, my sec friends, and all.

Still continuing, i met darling.
he becomes my darling angel.
did everything for me.

then i met my OFFICE colleagues,
they became my partner angels.
lunch angels at times. sometimes, listening angels or at times, entertaining angels.

My working partner,
he's my teacher.
that's my teaching angel.

Angels are on my path, they're everywhere
i've got so much to thank.
so much to pay for.
thank you, my angels.
I love you, peeps.
you guys have brighten up my life so much.

there're so many of you,
i could only name these fews.

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

aint feelnig well ytd...
sore throat in the morning. bad headache in the noon, by vening time, it's fever.
colleagues came to entertain but it doesnt help much.
good thing tt he sent me back home, wouldnt know if i'll collapse on the way home.

seen a doc, on mc today.
better rest more, i told myself.
but just before 8, i woke up, called my colleague, told him his schedule.
i had to be responsible, even if i didnt want to, i told myself.

i did my job.
good enough, Jo.
you can rest more now.

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

and today, i had a great time driving on the road.
it's so amazing,
last session, i stalled so many hells of times.
and this time, it's countable.
and i gt back my confidence.
haha. so happy...
the only negative thing is the instructor i guess.
a different one again, this one maybe cause by the noon sun today..
he was sleepy, and barely know what i was doing...
man...
how to be an instructor like that?
well well

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went out ytd with dearest
caught a movie.
Pirates.
nice show.
abt 3 hrs long.
laughing thru-out

thanks for everything once again

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

fuck you.
in a bad mood once i reached the office

fuck you lah.
bad mood.
shant talk now.
wished i could scream out right now

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Friday, May 25, 2007

so i was out of office almost the whole day again today.
except for a quick round in the morning and a quick lunch with colleagues around the office.
the other times, i was out there in the sun.
hot weather today. plus i had to entertain some complaints.

well...a friend called me a number of times today.
was a lil irritated but still, it's tt lil entertainment i could have for today.

if not for those call, i would have conked out for today.
thanks.

hopefully tmr will be a better day.
sunday would be a smooth driving for me.
next week, meet up some friends plus settle those problems.
other than tt, i wanna meet up darling.

oh man, been abt 22 hours since i last saw u, darling.

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

whoo hoo.
so i'm home
real early today.
cuz a friend drove me home.
thanks, btw.

was in an ok mood today.
actually felt better after some entertainment talks.
plus some "suan-ing" here and there.

like you said, when you're feeling down, you just need that entertainment.
tt's why u appear at such timing these days.
guess u aint feeling too good these day, friend.
take care.

i miss darling

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

ok, so i was down ytd
i thought i was destroyed in fact
aint feeling good and full of confidence after work and after driving
fine, so i stalled on the main road.
wasnt feeling ok ytd, bad night.
had a panadol n went to bed.

this morning, feeling better but still not as good until i came across a msg by a friend...
it helped somehow.
i did cheer up.
and it made me think...
so what if i'm sad, i couldnt be selfish and make them feels the same way as i do.

walking entertainment

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Saturday, May 19, 2007

F you.
blogger failed to allow me to post just now.
long post.
of complaints.

F you.
i wanted to scold lots of it just now, over the phone.
on those ppl.
but i stop myself.
didnt want to make things worse.

i'm staying because of the park
because i love them.
everchanging everyday.
activities, ppl.
lots.
plus the fact tt people started popping by nowadays, turning the park into an entertainment centre for me.
jokes and sarcarism.
haha.

well...
joke aside.
agony and anger aside.

i'm missing honey
been the 2nd day, more than 31hrs since i hear anything from him.
i need somebody to talk to and to listen to now, badly.
jokes and complaints.
i'm missing you badly, honey.

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

well...
havent been driving for a few days now...
got my PDL on monday though

was a lil evil today...
told off my boss...
seriously, sometimes i feel the method he's using isnt right n i shant tolerate anymore...

and for goodness sake, Francis from ---....
pls stop ka-jiaoing me....

and Peter from ---...
pls stop passing my contact number within the department...
tt's how Francis started smsing me nonsense...
and yes, i like to be called my name 1st before my surname.
it's an english name, it'll of cuz sounds better like tt...
so pls dun say,
"wth, okie"

too much tat i did smile and laughed at it...
well, it did made my day though
slightly.
dont get so proud of it pls...
"me going to park is like charity work lor, let you see me. haha, if not you cant eat... lalalala"
my goodness, you're like 30+ already and u're from ---....yet ur sms to me sounds like 20yrs old.
manz....
but i seriously had a laugh over it, come to think of it.
thanks again, friend

i missing baby, now....
going off tmr...
a lonely weekend ahead.
i'm hoping to get a class now...
driving...
here i go...

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

so i had another driving ytd.
was kinda expecting or perhaps hoping that Eric will be the instructor.
haha, cuz so far he makes me feel better.
able to joke, talk and learn without diverting my driving attention.

the main instructor was ok, just that i thot i booked last min so maybe wont get him.
and i did see Eric quite a number of times ytd.

anyway, abt today...
one of the in-charge came down for a meeting today.
and i was pretty evil to him la.
haha.
in a fun manner, of course.
i mentioned, my buggy cant moved even if i stepped fully on my accelerator and the reason is he's too heavy so my buggy cant move with him sitting at the back.
but he's a nice fellow actually.
was just teasing him lah, hoping i would forgot tt i'm sick today...
he's not fat or wad, pretty perfect size, was just talking rubbish ba....

dearest, i miss you

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

had my driving prac 2 ytd.
was fun, esp the instructor i had.
actually, i just find the instructor at tt driving centre are all pretty friendly, they dun make me feel as nervous.

they gt me engaged in conversation yet at the same time, i could drive without really having my attention diverted. =) geez.
thanks, Eric (as u prefr me calling u tt then ur surname) haha

thursday, i was freaking mad at a supervisor, tt i shouted(almost) into the phone aganist him.
seriously, whoever "steps" on me now, i believe and trust myself i wont let the matter rest as easily compared to when i first joined.

maybe cuz of my age, i lacked that authority to make them fear.
so now, i told myself, why suffer?
why suffer when u know it's their fault.
they should hold more responsibility, dont feel bad.
curse at them, it's o'rite.
you'll be fine in a couple of minutes better than to have sleepless nights.

and yes, just like today, dearest kept me waiting again, but it's different today.
cuz i cursed.
seriously, until he stopped me.

well, monday yet another prac, i'm hoping to get a good instructor.

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Wednesday, May 09, 2007

dissappointed, i am

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

guess a few days didnt blogged...
couldnt really remember much either.
has my 1st prac today.

seriously, i think i'm a lil too short to drive car.
really...
it's like so hard to depress that clutch.
and maybe cuz i drove too much buggy these days, i ended up brarking too much, and have no idea abt what gear, what clutch, what habdbrake and stuff.
and also went thru engine parts, changing tyres methods, how much air to pump into tyre and stuff.

simple 2 sessions of stage 1 took away my 100 minutes class.
manz...
more to come...

<~>

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

yeah!!!
so i pass my BTT!
woohoo.
haha...
lalalala...

well, some might say it's a basic test, afterall.
but still it gives me that over the moon feeling.
haha.
*hugs*

<things are right today, at least better than before, slightly>

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

haha,
was supposed to meet hunny at 1230hrs
freak
he woke up at 11+ after i sms his sis to wake him up.
arghz.
then i was making up and all, thought i should let him wait a lil while
but his call came, say meet at 1245, cuz he not enuff time.
so well, i'm blogging away.
hopefully, going out at a later time, just after 1245hr, i hope.
*sniggles*
haha, well, we shall see.
who's later?
muahaha.
*huggies*

<cant help wanting to see ya>

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