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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

now i feel so bad.
wonder if i was right or wrong to do that...

anyway, that was for my work...
and sighs, i'm down with MC tmr.
don't know to feel happy or sad la.

Doctor let me rest
but the sore throat and the headache kills at times.

yawns, i'm feeling sleepy now...
but i wanna play fb first.
haha

i guess i better get well soon for my ubin trip this weekend..

2215hrs

I was reading thru some of my older blog post...
and i decided to type this out at this moment.
I'm thinking of somebody at this moment after going thru the blog, someone whom i'm not supposed to think off.
And i just realised how bad my English were 3-4 years ago.
horrendous

And Darling Jos, we've been thru lots for the past 4 years plus.
i miss you.

Blogged @ 8:24 PM
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

now my turn...
must be my friend.
sighs...
i'm down with very very bad sore throat.
it hurts even when i'm drinking water, or swallowing anything...
argh...

worked half day today and went for event in the noon.
played.
hahas.
and my team won. 3 out of 4 different games.
so nice... the 4th one missed by 6 points only.
wad a pity. anyway, we still emerged as the overall champion. lol

sighs...a friend says he might miss our ubin trip again.
sian...his duty might be on, and his leave might have to be cancelled.

we planned so long, so hard.

and 4 letters work gonna cause all these going into drain for him.
D-U-T-Y.

oh yes, one more thing...
YC, u gonna stop commenting my k-ing of songs please...
i know it still sounds squeaky but at least it's better than 2 years ago. lol

Blogged @ 9:26 PM
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Sunday, September 27, 2009

okay, so after more talkings and thinkings...
I went to SIM ytd, hoping to get myself enrolled into SIM degree course.
I went and listened.
intently.
lol. but i did not do any application in the end.

due to some commitments, and more thinkings, i shall wait a lil while more.
i'm just hoping the urge to study wont die off in between the waiting.

Though tmr will be monday again, i'm super looking forward to next weekend.
haha. been planning so long. and bugging the reply of the resort has always been a prob.
nevertheless, we're going to Pulau Ubin next week for some nice gathering and fun.
And i really do hope my friend can come along, and his camp wont suddenly call him back to do any duty.
shall update again soon.

peace.

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Monday, September 21, 2009

came home around 3am this morning.
went K-ing.
heehee with my brother and my friends with siblings along too.
hahas.

nice meeting up.

gonna work tomorrow again, and this time, i'm gonna discuss abt my course with my boss too.
i'm really left with no time to consider more.
byebye, gaming time! =D

funny that i'm thinking abt feeling good to leave my game...

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

momo, are u with me?

ok, my dad will look thru the brochure.
things will be moving forward again.

xstitchx, do what you wanna do.
stop procrastinating

1015hrs
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Some thoughts just went thru my head...

some people are just selfish, some people just love blaming others.
Have anyone actually stops and think over such things?

Instead of blaming others, have you actually tried blaming yourself...
I always does, at least most of the times...even if the prob is solved, etc.
I always feel so bad, thinking would i have been the one that causes the problem to start and so on...
inferiority always set in during such times...
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Somebody whom I have no idea who he is added me in facebook, I went thru his profile quickly..
he was a friend's friend.
And i pondered in accepting the request...thinking who's this..
But knowingly, i played the game mafia so often, "maybe, he just wanted to add me in his clan", so i accepted...
A lil while after i accepted the request, a msg came into the inbox.
now, i wonder if i should have ignore the request in the 1st place...

I have not replied, and i have no idea whether or not to reply...
lol, shall i reply saying "Hey, nice linking up. But I'm attached"or perhaps "i think i better deleted ur msg and ur linking-up in facebook, my boyfriend will be looking for u if i don't"
*grins*
My facebook profile pic was taken on my 22nd bday celebration. though no touching up using software, but nevertheless that is one of the pic i like most. so well...

Opposite attracts.
that's the reason why there's gender differences in the world...

K-ing again later this evening, this time bringing my sibling along.

1220hrs.

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

30 odd months.
thinking.

i had enough.
and i believe others said and reminded enough.

had a long chat last night with a friend.
the prob that has been haunting me for the past 30 months is back.
and a solution now stands in front of me.
smiling at me, beckoning to take up the solution.

i had a difficult time trying to get to sleep last night.
been tossing abt.
thinking.even when i woke up this morning, my minds' thinking.

alright, discussion with daddy these few days.
i'm going to.

For the ones who care
who bothers

Blogged @ 1:44 PM
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Friday, September 18, 2009

my mind's not stopping for a rest.
wonder why.
i love writing, but i have no idea WTH am i in here now again esp when i just blogged.

it's a fri night.
com'on.
let it go.
the next 3 days' all urs, my mind said.
go stress-free thou most likely not money-free for these 3 days.
what the shit am i thinking now.
goodness me...
momo, i miss u.

-xstitchx

Blogged @ 10:21 PM
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How much is there coincidence in life?
How much are things fated and meant to be?

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Anyway, somebody just reminded me to go and pursue my degree fast.
to take up the approx 3-months course that i wanted soon too.

I've been dragging this matter for some time.
I've been delaying it, and putting it off for a better time which my mind did not foresee the delay it caused.

A senior told me this today.
"Dont wait anymore. I help you get the course detail, e.g Coordinators, etc that you need. (The 3 months course things) And it might help you plan better. You might even be surprise that you'll be enrolling into degree course by tuesday too as monday is a public holiday."
Haha, i know he meant it as a joke, i wont be plunging in so fast. I smiled and thanked him in reply. And I left.

And then guess what? Like what he said in the afternoon, he smsed me this evening, telling me the coordinator told him the 3 months course schedule for next year will be out in oct, and ask me to keep a lookout for it (I suppose)

Somebody took the trouble to check things out, get the facts and tell me things.
someone out there is concern abt my studies, and my future.
I think i better wake up my senses ans start preparing for my studies.

I just made a small promise to myself in my heart.
Since somebody took the trouble to get the facts, took the trouble to remind me, I better get this idea done soon. I better look thru where and what i have been doing for the past 30 odd months.

And i heard our manager is really retiring soon.
sighs.
He's nice, and he's concern abt his staff too.
So even if he's leaving, I shall do what i have promise myself a short while ago.
Mentally, everyone's supporting me.
I shall move on soon.

Blogged @ 9:35 PM
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Monday, September 14, 2009

A leader is not just one who leads.

A leader would at least have a certain capability,
someone who can lead, someone who can wait for the team to catch up, someone who's willing to turn back and walk with his team and move forward again together.

Just some thoughts above.

anyway, been busy these weeks.
both hard at work and play.
been playing very hard for the past weekends.

heehee.

well, bad news is that i'm starting to shed skin.
only recently.
so i looked very awful on my back.

gonna wake up early and work hard again tmr.
yawns.

Blogged @ 10:09 PM
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Sunday, September 06, 2009

Muscles' aching.
Pockets' hole enlarging.
skins' tanning.

ooh, i just went out for a swim and fun with friends at Jurong Swimming complex
The sun was atriously blazingly hot.
even with my stupid sunscreen, i still turned charcoal-ly tanned.
red to tanned.
shoulders' skin peeling anytime too.
how i wished i can stay at home tmr and hide away from the office.
but i cant.
so i'm gonna wish my colleagues to keep their eyes elsewhere and mouths talking abt other things.

What's with a lady who got herself so tanned?
tanner than her regular inspections outdoor.
wad's the world coming into her?
hahas..

Nevertheless, I had fun ytd.
and we went shopping.
With guys.
Hmmm... they seemed to shop longer than i do.
for clothes.
heehee.
Cuz the store's having offer.
=D

What's up next weekend?
lalala

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