- My Life Story ;

Saturday, June 30, 2007

was in the office, until my boss came.
then sent out, but camera no batt, so no choice, went back office...
sighs.

meeting darling.
date.
heehee.
bought my new phone!
hurray!!
he seemed to have given me a look when brother called me.
haha, well.
but it's alright. he's fine.
perfectly fine.
cuz it's usual for me to talk like that to guys over phone.
i'll be more careful next time, sorry dear.
he did his namecard as well.
took long long time...

went off to vivo for kw's prezzie.
ended up i miss the firework for the celebration of A.I.D.
America Independence Day.
humph...
sorry mommy, i was initially upset over your decision.
but then again, i realised it's my fault.
my own mistake.

mickey, it's weekend.
you always left me on weekend.
somehow.
disneyland's aint here with me, but i went off to wonderland.
for my date.
haha.

i'm missing lots of stuffs

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Friday, June 29, 2007

ok, so i spent my full day in the office trying to tabulate some numbers...
would actually say it's easy to do it but sad to say, those words...
hard to decipher, those drawing is sickening messy.
i seriously have no ideas what goes where and all.
eversince ytd 4+ and today, whole day.
i've been working on it.

pretty quiet day today in fact.
kinda hard to sms and pick up call given the work and surroundings.
am sorry if i happen to be slow in replying sms-es.

thanks for being around.

tmr would be a better day, i suppose and i wish.
darling says he has some surprise for me.
now, that sentence shall keep me awake tonight.
hmmm...

been waking up in the middle of the night these few days.
funny, wonder wad's wrong...
stress? work? people? or wad??

hoping for a better tmr

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

was out again today.
for a dif. reason.
gt nth much to do, so boss brought me out.
site meetings, inspections, discussions, lunch, talks and all.

my fantasy's almost gone.
i almost lost my disneyland.
i feel like xStitchx.
so pessimistic.

even momo's gone.
and my phone throwing tantrum at me so often today.
that each time i take one look, the screen's black.

mickey, pls be back, k?
XmomoXstitchX miss you.

"draw the line, "
"you're young."
"if anything happen, the 1st one to go after is you."
"remember."
"you wont feel happy"
"it's an illness to sms like that, sick"

but too bad, i choose my life.
the way i want.
i trust myself.
i trust momo, xstitchx and mickey.

brother, thanks for being there at some points in times.
for the help and all.

missing you, darling.
lots.
*huggies*

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

ok, so i was out again today.
almost the whole day till 3+.
thought everything's so cool and too good to be true.
smooth sailing.

but yucks, just when i reached office.
i'm being told off for giving some instructions.
the worse thing was i'm trying to be nice, and i helped the uncle pass the instructions.
ended up getting myself in deep shit.
thanks.

and i tried to book for another evaluation today.
shitty as well...
slots taken up.

driving was so-so.
cleared another 2 small parts of the stage.
slopes, hazards.
ytd was u-turn.
the day before, right turn.

mickey, how're u?
must be the same as momo and xstitchx, ya?
=)

bad mood for all today.
cheer up, things will get better.

i like that kind of relationship, the way they're in.
nothing more, nothing less.
mickey and XmomoXstitchX.
it fits like a shadow.

reminds me of peter pan.
lost his shadow, in this case my shadow's mickey.
real life's XmomoXstitchX.

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i'm thinking...

mickey's a splitting personality of momo and xstitchx...
that's why i brought him in.
entertainment.

My new found friend!!

sweet personality.

more to come.

cheerios

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was on site visit spree today.
went loads of sites.
the heavy rain ytd made it worse for me today.
trees snaps and all.

goodness.

driving today.
so-so, not very good but enough to pass thru the stage.
haiz...
tmr would be another day.
long long day.

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Monday, June 25, 2007

sometimes i think back.
mickey told me sth.

my darling cares abt me.
silently, he did things for me.
i've got to learn to treasure him as much as he dotes on me.

just one simple game, he saw it.
and he called me, asked if i wanted it.
he'd buy it for me.
sweetie, oh my gosh.

i must have been evil sometimes,
tt's why i'm feeling guilty now.

thanks, sweets

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ok.
so my day's been getting better.
haha.

oh, and my friend, mickey.
thanks for the entertainment.
tmr gonna be a long day for me...

plus pete, thanks for those expressions
was initially pissed off but now i find it funny.
haha, well.

driving was fine, sort of at least.
haha

i miss you, baby

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

my goodness...
15 "F" swearing words in blogs.
10 "F" swearing words in sms.

i must have set a record for myself...
cuz for the past 19yrs of my life, i wont spell the whole things out unless neccessary.
and it's definately less than that numbers i used ytd alone..
well, everything's fine again.

every now and then.

5.20pm

darling's still working hard at this mo.
nth to do, shall starts mapling soon..
gotta get it downloaded into the com...
took away almost my day.

a friend asked if i'm alright just now.
i wonder what reaction would it be if i say i'm not...
well, i think too much perhaps.

gotta pumped up for tmr's journey yet again.
work, supervise, scold, upset, driving, night.
awful...

10.14 pm

still online.
played games.
haha.
well, nice to hear his voice.
afterall, it's been sometimes since darling did that.

brother's online.
noisy.
pester me.
haha.
ok. so u're being mentioned now.
=)
have a great dream, ya?
nightz, reader

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

ok, so ytd early morning, just slightly after 8.
i had a F-ing arguement with a man.
seriously, i shocked myself.
i didnt know what gave me that courage to talk like that.
of course, it's over the phone, you might say.

but still, i've learnt that i've tolerate enough.
and it's time to stop ppl from bullying me.
i had enough, maybe that's what prompt me to talk back like that.
and i blogged in my phone, out of anger perhaps.

well, shouldnt talk abt that anymore.
cuz i lost that mood to type in anger.
haha.

and then i had to say this, i didnt do well for ytd evaluation.
ok, fine.
it's not right,
i've lost.

lost my temper,
lost my soul,
lost my antidote,
lost my results,
almost lost everything again

It's weekends, girl.
be nice.
learn how to stop, look back. think.
smile, forget it, laugh it off.
Pretend not to know if you must.
you gotta do it for yourself.
dont let fate decide for you anymore.

why did things turn out like that?
of all times, when i'm focussing to be a good girl.
i guess you've lost the match, friend
lost your antidote, and you have to find your pharmacist.
i'm the one who can help you, i suppose.
let's work this out and make it right.

innocent and un-guilty

aint feeling well today.
tummy acting funny before i left for work.
but nevertheless, i went working.
wanted to trash out with that ytd man.
but well, i've kept my cool.

ended up, not happy with boss today.
haha, gave him a slight thrashing.

i dont bother abt all these anymore.
time to stand strong.
dont let ppl look down on you.
you gotta prove yourself.
now.

nth should stop you.

6.56pm

Fuck you
I must have been a fucking idiot to you.
i couldnt do this, couldnt do that.
Fuck you.
i must have wasted more than 2 yrs of your life, or your romance, to whatever fucking terms you want.

ya, i starved you. cuz i'm your food.
and u drained me. cuz i cried everyday for you.
idiot.
blogging is the only way for me now.
fucking upset.
out of a sudden, u called me. u msg me and those whatever shit u call starts.
i did nth, that's the prob.
my qns is what the hell were u thinking before this?
am i your source of venting anger?
fuck you.

i dun fucking care now.
whether u want me or not, i dun fucking care.
cuz the more i do, the more i told myself.
come on, you love him, Joanna.
he matters more than anything, that's why u started cursing, that's why u cried.
but it hurts.
do u know that?
Fuck you, Joseph.
i dont give a damn now.
until, explanation is given , we've cleared up the air.
i dont fucking care abt this post for today.
it sucks i know.
i nkow u hate t see me ue all these words now.

but i'm a fucking contractor who doesnt give a damn anymore abt anybody.
i curse anyone i like.
i'm a fucking idiot that even a mock test, i flunked.
i'm a fucking employee who cant work to their standards, their wants.

Fuck you life, i wish i'm gone.
not in this world anymore.
life sucks, fucking life

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

it hurts badly.
somehow, it's just a sentence..
a plain sentence over the net.

but each time, the nick change, it meant sth.
sth i know but pretended not to understand.

Zhuan niu jiao jian.
jin sheng wu yuan, lai shi ba

it tells alot, friend.like we talked before.
it's amazing how our chemistry works.
and i still believe that even now.
i understand the situation,
so do you, that's how we got the reaction.

Lai shi, how long will tt be?
will it still happen the same way?
i still cant believe myself that i almost cried for a sentence.
it actually shocked me as well...*sighs*

mba, tt's what u told me..
i asked myself.
does that certified that we could do anything we want in life?
i gave it a good thinking, no, we couldnt be selfish.
what's fated to be shall be meant to be.

darling called and i couldnt talked more.
It hurts to break hearts.
breaks ppl heart and having mine broken as well..

"I cant always be there..."

It's really this bad.
evaluation test and practical driving tmr, now i wonder how to handle

F-ed up feeling now.
towards myself.
poisoned stage.
too serious to be cured at the mo
================

went to sites today.
again.
haha, better than staying in and hear complaints + blahblahblah...
haha.

talking on the phone almost the whole day.
complaints, follow-ups, news, entertainments, meeting appointments.
never-ending...

not feeling too fine today...
probably lack of sth.
+ that initial motivation to do the works.
gotta buck up now....
started planning

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

had an ok day today.
but some news came, not what i wanted but i expect that anyway.
gut feeling told me this morning before i reached.
well... what to do?
live with it, pretend not to know. carry on with work, shut up and ask nothing at all.

driving was fine today.
much better than the last time.
this time with an instructor who bother to explain what went wrong, and the concept of doing those things.

thanks for creating another fine day.
for me, i know.
=)
at least i dont feel tired driving, at least i smiled for today.

cheerios for today once again

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

out on site the whole day.
thought it was the best choice for now.
but still, well... fated to get scoldings even when i'm out at site.
wow.
haiz...
letting it be now.

and i just realise the ppl around me.
they care for me.
lots.
i only mentioned abt wokring, they gave me loads and loads of advices.
loads and loads of opportunities and offers.
manz... couldnt thank enough..

who would turn money away?
i should seriously consider if i'm up for it before i agree, i suppose.

>24hrs.
hush...
=X

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Monday, June 18, 2007

i almost lost everything in half a day.
my work, my mood, my temper, my darling.
1 hour ago, had an arguement...
not really but it's very bad...
haiz...

but everything's fine now.
at least for my relationship.
the others, i no mood to talk now.
it's just so bad...

plus, brother...
somehow, things are not so simple.
you know, i know.

friends before self.
you before me.

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sickening
everything i do are all wrong.
what the fuck is this?
idiot...

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

ytd, went out late at night.
watched movie.
haha, cuz dearie working till 10.
haha, watched Fantastic 4.

brother, we're watching the same movie, same place, same timing, same theatre.
haha. coincidence
Chemistry works on its own, nobody could do anything abt it.
we're a match, ya?
=)

cheerios
========================

something to add on
though we're a match.
but i know that sense is going off...
cuz u've lost touch of my feeling.
funny, huh?
*sighs*

brother, somehow, i know i've hurt u with words.
i'm not left with much choice now.
I'm sorry
monday tmr.
hoping for the better
*prays*

and sorry to darling.
haiz...
i'm so guilty...
freaks...
wish i'm gone...
i know no one, know nothing...

let me be in whatever mood for today, i apologised for any words tt werent supposed to be said that way>

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

silly brother, i dont use ideas to talk to you.
ideas are pre=planned kind of talking, but i'm not using them
we wont run out of things to talk, ya?

1/2 day work today.
*phew*
rushed off to look for darling after work.
hoping to catch that lil time he has now.
at least i get 15 mins of him.
=)
*smiles*
good enough.

i'm thinking...even i, myself can feel that slight change in my attitude.
i wonder why... it's not on purpose.
but funny, i like it better this way.
i miss you lots, again.
humph

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Friday, June 15, 2007

early morning, missed the freaking bus, cuz of the lady in front blocking me.
*sighs*
not long after i schedule the work for today, it started to rain.
Pretty heavy and quite long.
spoiled lots of my plan.
humph.
was supposed to meet some friends for lunch but haha, fated.
=X
anyway, i did saw u guys lah.
somehow.

sometimes, i thought i didnt want to stay anymore.
i wanna leave.
but at times, i was actually happy.
somehow, things are messy.
i wished to sort out my feelings asap.
my feeling for the place, the work, the people.
oh my gosh.

driving was fine today.
at least better after some talks with the instructor.
able to handle better as well for the 2nd round

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

oh man...
bad start this morning...

let's start from ytd.
had my grad day.
finally, that piece of paper that's worth 3 whole years is in my hand.
haha.
feels great, esp receiving from my director's hand.
=)
geez

ok, now for today...
terrible coordination and planning.
just 30 mins past my starting time, i'm really wet.
under the hot sun.
why?
getting my supervisors and workers to work and get out of that freaky workplace and rushing them all off to site.
omg...
it's a chore, really.
have to attend some meetings as well..
would actually called it complaint attending.

am only feeling better until noon, at lunch time
you know, i know
then things start to mess up again after my lunch.
awful.

went for rounding,
and omfg...
we saw sth oh....
hmm....
sth not nice to say online...
a lady and a man.
omfg.

came after some time...
=)

cheerios

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

grad ceremony later.
mixed feeling.
at a lost.

today, was trying to meet up brother and darling for lunch.
cuz wanted to share some info.
but well, cancelled.

gonna be a long day today.
i'm bored now.

gotta work tmr again, browse thru peg's blog...
set me thinking...
am i suitable for this industry?
should i continue to be in this industry?
am i actually suffering now bcuz of my workplace or the industry?
should i give myself an early birthday present?
hmmm...stop me from the stress and all.
_____________________________

he must have meant something to me.
why did i got upset?
haha.
sweet brother, i'm fine now.
take care.
_____________________________

my birthday prezzie is really coming soon.
i'm preparing for it.
perhaps leaving would be a wise choice.
stay home at rot would always be a better choice than suffering in silence.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

am out the whole after the rain stopped this morning.
would say a heavy downpour for like 30 minutes or so.

but then, after i reached site. just minutes before my meeting, it started drizzling again.
oh manz.
cant help it...
have to save my pride.
I was meeting ths guy and he actually kept apologising for me to be in the rain meeting.
he kept asking if i'm really fine with the drizzle.
*save face*
i said, it's alright. i have an umbrella, but the meeting's not long, right?
he confirmed it, so i didnt bother.
ended up in rain for abt 45 mins.
haha.
it's o'rite.

left for another site, felt a lil guilty that i couldnt have lunch with best pal and my ex-colleague.
have no choice, am so sorry Jes.
was asked to leave straight after meeting.
to next site.
had lunch there.
=X
1 hour max.
until i have to go, gotta give instructions to those workers.
in case they're still sleeping, i'm so gonna scream at them.
but no, they're pretty good workers, these few made my day as well.

shall share a lil incident.
was in sentosa this morning, 1st site.
one of my worker doing watering for the plants.
i saw him looking at a girl while watering.
i actually stared at him, so wanted to go forward and asked him to freaking do his work.
but no, i didnt.
and he happened to turn round, saw him staring at him, almost immediately, he went back watering and stopped staring.
made me laugh to myself.
and yes, i didnt got any angry.
=)
geez, i'm learning the ropes.

btw, thanks brother.
for being there.
was actually a boring day initially.
thanks

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Monday, June 11, 2007

this morning, just seconds before my alarms goes off,
i woke up with something on my mind.
bad.
"Today's journey aint going to be smooth, there's hurdles to cross"
my alarm goes off right after that thought.

I went to work, thinking the rough journey for the start of my day might be the weather.
doesnt looked good, gonna rain.
but no, it didnt.
I went on to work.
i'm pretty free at that moment.
was talking to my colleague until his handphone rang.
that's when i decide to leave him alone and went online.
minutes later, he said "meeting, urgent, park"
My response was "can i go? i've havent got much to do here"
The reaction i got back was " " and a smile, then the buggy left in a haste.
damn it, forget it.

but the worse was, i found out the meeting wasnt urgent enough for him to rush off like that.
neither should i get that kind of response from him.
he kept sth away from me.
for my good or not, i'm still not sure.
and i doubt i'm going to find out.
humph.
bad start.

next, that boy kept blaming himself that he brought me trouble, if i hadnt knew him, nth of such would happened.
"silly" was my reply.
the blame game would never stop like that.
I told him, why not i blame myself if u said that.
i could say "why did i choose to work here of all places?"
thinking thru, he said, ok. i've got "ink" (mo shui/or sth like knowledge)
diao.
but what's done cant be undone.
i'm still pretty unhappy abt this matter.
there're others, but i havent start pursuing the problem.

one step at a time, xstitchx.
it's alright to play such game at work.
politic, big deal. you'll overcome them in a lil while.
now, prepare for the next fight tmr.
there's more to go, girl.
cheer up.

I wished, Momo

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

hanged out ytd.
my half day work turned out tt i'm leaving after 1+pm.
goodness.
and i seriously am not happy how lateness seem to work up for darling again.
got really fed-up, wanted so many to throw up a fuss at him when he arrives.
but no, i didnt.
he came, and i only takled to him abt it, i couldnt do a single stuff i initially thought i wanted to.
thrashing it out.
the stupid heart of mine just stopped acting with my brain.
he won his battle.
manz.

he wanted me to go clubbing
but i didnt.
i didnt end up there.
not ytd.
next week, see how.
heehee.

grad day coming up soon.
and i dont know how i should be feeling.
happy or dreading.
my grad gown is seriously too big for me.
as in too long.
doesnt matter whether i had pants on or not.
really.
tt's how serious.

arghz, was talking alot abt what had happened for the past few days with darling.
at least he listened, gave me advices.
to follow or not, up to me.
i need to follow, but i cant do all.
somehow.

restraint, tt's the word.

____________________

Boring day.
been thinking lots of things.
I couldnt drive the buggy because of safety concern, i havent got my license.
This is what i was told.
A msg passed down from my management.
Now, i'm thinking...
maybe it's not real.
maybe.
since i didnt really hear it from the management at all.
It's all in the mind.
Mind game, tt's what i call.
I'm not allowed to drive the buggy for reasons.

Friends, i might have to shift this blog address somewhere again, in case.
bad feelings.
Female are made to have instinct.
Male are made to search things out easily.
I'll be shifting pretty soon.
shall update friends who i'm fine to view my blog space.

manz...
life's too cruel, aint it.

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Friday, June 08, 2007

thanks sweetie.
it keeps me happy to see you now.
i dont wanna think more than i'm supposed to now.

This morning, i wake up, feeling dreaded to go to work.
because i know it'll be another challenge today.
i'm keeping it to myself now.
only sweetie know a lil.

Have you wonder, when i say i'm not guilty, how much it hurts?
it's not that i'm lying.
but it hurts to build a wall between me and a good friend.
a friend whom i've learnt to trust, a friend who listens, a friend who's there for me.
i was reminded that i'm steering out of my control.
it's not the norm anymore.
I'd steered off course.
it's time for me to make a reverse ASAP, steer off the danger zone.
the coast aint clear.

Make a choice, Momo.
I miss you, Momo.
And i got a feeling you're coming back into me.
Momo, be there for me, pls.
-xstitchx

Girl, be strong.
You can do it and you know you will.
step forward, make a difference.
if it's yours, it's your.
All the time.
ask yourself, do u want this friend?
or other things weigh more?

Manz...
Momo's back.
fine, anyone who doesnt know me.
It's my splitting personality talking to me.
I'm sick. dead sick, i talk to myself.
muahaha

Tongues have started wagging even if we're innocent.
Current situation isnt good.
time to turn tables, i guess.
I swear I'm innocent
seriously.
Somebody out there believe me pls.
at least momo does.

If it's the end today, let it be.
you and I know what we are doing.
you and I know where the limit is.
we're innocent, good friends we are.
shall we just ignore them?
or maybe let those people manipulate my life?

both of it, xstitchx.
Probably.

btw, friend.
pls dun distance yourself so much, k?
i still needs ur ear to listen to me.
haha

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

site showround today.
had lunch at west coast.
rather good duck rice they served.

headed back office and did some stuffs.
couldnt help but think of my bf every now and then.
haha.

i hope i did cheer my friend up though, thru sms-es or whatever.
haha. well, life is a cycle like you say. take it easy.
take care, till then.

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

oh boy, allow me to understand you more.
oh boy, i apologise for the lack of support.
oh boy, do i wish for eternity with you together.
oh boy, am i lost.
I'm sorry I love you

Thanks to my colleagues for being there to listen and for the advices.
It meant alot to me.
it makes me see more.

Oh boy, are you special in your ways.

btw, it's world environment day today.
cheers to the environment.

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Monday, June 04, 2007

Thanks for the ears, brother.
thanks goodness....

thank God.
we're gonna be fine, ya?
sweetie?

=X
N.O.T.S further
(Not Obliged To Say)
heehee

a quarter of your time is gone.

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

everything is swirling.
i wonder what's wrong.
you and i are made for each other, or so i thought.

lion, lion...
you have your pride, you have your ego.
crabby me, i couldnt understand.

defending for myself, i told you.
you said you'll be here for me.
i couldnt protect myself.
I was a soft-shelled crab, more likely...

lion, lion..
let me understand you.
one big cat, you are.
aint an lion., i believe

hiding silently yet again.
<darkness>

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Saturday, June 02, 2007

2202hrs
got nth to do while waiting,so i did some blogging into my hp....now copied out..

It's amazing how people meet each other,
How ppl made friendshow ppl can laughs and jokes at each other
when they barely knew one another.
Friends become my joy,
my key to life lies with them
Their feeling became mine
Somebody mentioned it's nice to see me, cuz i made their day.
For that half and hour of company, my friend lit up.
He thanked me for the 30 min
There wasnt a need for him to do that, but he did.
Somehow, i felt he's not feeling happy that day
Somehow, i just wanna be there for this friend of mine
Somehow, i believe as long as he feels better,
then would i have accomplished as a friend he needs
Take care, friend.
Cheer up, will you?
=)
till then
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We barely talk but we feel goodwe barely jokes but we laugh
we barely meet but we understand
we barely knew each other but we consider ourselves close friends
What are we then?
Cheers, to the new "brother" of mine
So what if you're too old to be my brother,
so what if you're too young to be my father
As long as we clique,
the park becomes lively.
My workload lightens
I feel less stressed up, less pressure
thanks, brother

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been abt 2 hours, he's not here
Meeting's cancelled, that's the thing i first wished for.
It came true but at a very wrong timing.
I'm not too happy.

Been abt an hour, he's not here.
I'm not too happy.
But i kept my cool.
Lots of ice i've had, down the throat.
He's still aint here.
More than 800 over days, I kept my cool, i tolerate.
Reminders, i should send yet again.
Goodness, darling, you've made me wait yet again

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Not in the perfect mood now.
i don't know for what reason Darling is angry with me.
seriously, i should be the one mad at him now.
arghz.
whatever, anything.
haiz.

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0900hrs
arghz...
my mp4 doesnt work.
heading down again to check how it works or more possibilities of why it doesnt work.

gotta go get my grad attire as well.
ordered but havent claim for it.
manz.
many things going on.

early morning started with instructions.
more to come for today.
let's go.

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Friday, June 01, 2007

<in the office>

thought my throat was fine until ytd night.
know it's bad...
i had fried seafood.
and again, it came back...
tried taking the candy my friend bought.
but it only sustained for a lil while.

btw, i've bought my mp4.
whoo hoo.
lalalala.
pink in colour.
i always thought that brand, who doesnt know.
Francis proved me wrong today when i mentioned.
so wrong, nvm, i'll bring it out next week.

ytd went to PC show 07,
so packed.
tt's where i bought my mp4 anyway.
then hanged around at suntec.
watched the laser show for the fountain.
and darling did the sweetest thing, he dedicate msg for me.
and it showed in laser.
haha.
"this is my daily dose--i luv u"
haha, and it's being announce from the PA system by the DJ.
man, i'm thinking abt it.

<back to work>

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